"What you have to understand, John, is that sometimes there are forces and events too big, too powerful, with so much at stake for other people or institutions, that you cannot do anything about them, no matter how evil or wrong they are and no matter how dedicated or sincere you are or how much evidence you have. This is simply one of the hard facts of life you have to face."
- Former CIA director and Cercle member William Colby giving advice to his friend senator John DeCamp, urging to quit his investigations into the Franklin child abuse affair and to write a book about his experiences (The Franklin Coverup, 2nd edition, foreword).
These wimps have no idea of the training one could pick up in the 60s, 70s and 80s. I studied ritual magick (more like recalled, for I was probably Aleister himself last life) and so, I never feared any of the MKULTRA "Satanists" Militant (I used to walk past Anton LaVey's all black house in SF at midnight just try to "feel" any power).
I learned to repell the "little grays" with the "Lesser Banishing Ritual" studied the Order Of Golden Dawn's teachings for ten years, then the Order of the Silver Star, The Priests of Melchizedek, The Few Chosen of the Many Called, Became The Chosen Emissary Of the Nine Diamond Faced Masters, John of The Urantian Order Of John, A Bard of The Order Of Bards, Ovaates and Druids, One of the Holy Warriors of the Mother, A Keeper Of the Violet Fire, The Leader of A Dithyrambs, Taoist Monk, Jain Aspirant, Gnostic Saint, Wiccan Solitary. More importantly, by ascension frequently through the Astral, to the 'First Bardo' and beyond, I explored all states of egoless existence (LSD was great for that) and traveled at times all the way to the Buddhic, learning much that assists me to this day.
To say that state sponsored attempts to 'control' either my person or my abilities were pathetic, and usually memorably lamentable for the agents making the attempt, would be an understatement. I developed friendships with non-corporeal beings and alliances with energy matrices that the world's religions have called "gods". Moreover, I learned how to "assume a godhead", which I am presently using to embody the "Aspect" of a succession of divinities, and wield their supernatural "Attributes" as I pin down the agents and their superiors who KNOW that 'Justice' for all the Nazi predations upon the weak and unsuspecting is close at hand. Anybody seen Dick Cheney lately? I wonder how he enjoyed his 'close encounters' with those "Rakshasas", or his 'chastisement' by an ArchAngel?
Those visible to the people are only figureheads, the sick and twisted minds behind secretly implanting pregnant women with radioactive isotopes in their placentas to see how much harm their fetuses would suffer, or, in these latter years, choosing victims of childhood sexual abuse (some of it done to them by MEMBERS OF OUR GOVERNMENT, ARMED FORCES AND INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITIES - THAT"S RIGHT - THE PEOPLE YOU ELECTED, AND THE SERVANTS THEY CHOSE ABUSED CHILDREN, FOR THE "GOOD" OF THE COUNTRY!)to practice their "behavior modification" techniques upon, using them to satiate their perverted lusts long after their retirement from government service. Read about it here:
NEVER forget the HEAD OF THE OSS/CIA - THE MAN BEHIND MKULTRA:
“I was a very minor missionary, actually a heretic, but I toiled wholeheartedly in the vineyards because it was fun, fun, fun. Where else could a red-blooded American boy LIE, KILL, CHEAT, STEAL, RAPE, AND PILLAGE with the sanction and blessing of the All-Highest?” - Major George Hunter White, !
I PERSONALLY WITNESSED THIS: not only in the 60s and 70s but in Boulder, CO, in the '80s, Fremont, CA, in the mid '90s, Golden, Co in the 2000's and Yreka, CA as recently as 2007!
I have been sent to free the abused from their DEA/CIA/NSA oppressors no less than 20 times, prevailing and freeing the oppressed TOTALLY 16 of those occasions, and partially the other 4, over the span of 40 years. For this was the covert op. within a covert op for which I was trained and I'm honored to have been of service. WAY tired of dealing with the insinuated fungus of American Nazi "Intelligence" Operations, but glad to be able now to finally muster all the retributive righteous indignation my 38 "alters' (CIA created multiple personalities somehow integrated by the influence of massive amounts of psychedelic substances)can muster and wield the metaphorical mirror (actually a Ritual Magick "Spell" I devised over many decades of experimentation) of "Divine Providence" against these sick abusers of children.
So these subhuman criminals should KNOW what hounds their secret conferences and 'renditions', nothing less than an embodiment of the ArchAngel Gabriel, bent on 'vengeance', backed by two Cherubim whose sight is unbearable accompanied by one prophesied of old, in Gnostic prophecies. As it has always been My Will, So Mote It Be!: 93 93 93
"A collection of early Gnostic scripts found in 1945, known as the Nag Hammadi Library, contains a tractate pertaining to Melchizedek. Here it is proposed that Melchizedek is Jesus Christ. Melchizedek, as Jesus Christ, lives, preaches, dies and is resurrected, in a gnostic perspective. The Coming of the Son of God Melchizedek speaks of his return to bring peace, supported by the gods, and he is a priest-king who dispenses justice." -wikipedia
"The introduction of a distinct creator God or demiurge. Which is an illusion and as a later emanation from the single monad or source, this second God is a lesser and inferior or false God. This creator god is commonly referred to as the demiourgós (a technical term literally denoting a public worker the Latinized form of Greek demiourgos, hence "ergon or energy", "public God or skilled worker" "false God" or "God of the masses"), used in the Platonist tradition." ēδημιουργός,
"Every society has a cognitive structure of permissible knowledge that is managed by an elite and forbidden knowledge that is distributed in black or shadow markets by cognitive outlaws, heretics, revolutionaries, or just plain crazies . . . In 1971, when I first described some weird things that were hanging out "at the edge of history," I was accepted and praised by the normal world of Time, Harpers, and the New York Times, but as soon as I moved a toe over the edge from journalism about the evolutionary news to intellectual commitment to spiritual communities such as Findhorn, Auroville, and Lindisfarne, I was ostracized from the world of official notice and literary reviews. For the critics, I had fallen off the edge of history to dwell in outer darkness." - William Irwin Thompson
I know I have flown far from that edge over the course of this life, but I have "fought the good fight" and tried to attain 'samshara', being "in the world, not of the world" as I was taught by my Christian parents. I swear that I have never ceased to "hunger and thirst after righteousness", but who wouldn't when trained to seek out and expose such evil. Such have been my 'delusions of grandeur', if you will, or my "devotion to a noble ideal" if you're feeling charitably non-judgemental of one caught up in his milieu. Either way, so be it.