Free Trade vs Finity & The Recession

My dear Friends, I really wasn't am not being flippant talking 'bout the "Great Recession", I'll try to explain: I've thought about and studied this subject for 40 years, and the "truth" as I see it, must delineate 'causes" from 'effects', and you can't do that with a 'sound-bite'). Oh well, "To each his onus." (as I claim I first said in front of witnesses, now lawyers, in 1969) So then, as THE Firesign (Theatre) put it:

"You Know, Everything You Know Could be Wrong."
("One knows, Everything One Knows Could Be Wrong"? ) To wit:

"As every individual, therefore, endeavours as much as he can both to employ his capital in the support of domestick industry, and so to direct that industry that its produce may be of the greatest value; every individual necessarily labours to render the annual revenue of the society as great as he can. He generally, indeed, neither intends to promote the publick interest, nor knows how much he is promoting it . By preferring the support of domestiek to that of foreign industry, he intends only his own security; and by directing that industry in such a manner as its produce may be of the greatest value, he intends only his own gain, and he is in this , as in many other eases, led by an invisible hand to promote an end which was no part of his intention . Nor is it always the worse for the society that it was no part of it. By pursuing his own interest he frequently promotes that of the society more effectually than when he really intends to promote it . I have never known much good done by those who affected to trade for the publick good." - Adam Smith, 'Wealth Of Nations', 1776 (substantially true to original text, depen. on edition)

This is where and when I believe the system of mass control of worldwide human evolution becomes 'self-aware', in a sense, with Locke and Hobbes, and Paine's "Age Of Reason" ; and so, with this contraindicative dipositive dialectic of capitalism, feudalism, with its "Divine Right Of Kings", devolves/evolves into the plutocratic and oligarchical hegemonies that today are nation-states and multi-national corporations, with their almost absolute economic power to dictate the very quality of life to humanity on a global scale. Few today seem aware that monetary policy, ultimately, is primarily a mechanism for control of the masses by the wealthy (plutocrats) IMNSHO (as I was first informed in "The Art Of War", by Lao Tzu).

Adam Smith, also, came to believe that the gluttony of the rich was a form of "unproductive labour" as do I, but he could not free himself from the philosophical constructs and beliefs of his milieau to make the requisite ratiocinative leap of faith and probability vector calculus summation to conclude that this self-defeating flaw in fact would quite logically then imply that capitalism per se would lead to ubiquitous oppression of the poor by the wealthy (read: exploitation of the proletariat by the 'ruling class' - or read some Dickens or Upton Sinclair).

Yet, such is the case today, I humbly avow, for I believe that capitalism has subsumed and thereby actually annulled the basic precepts of democracy, and defeated that noble ideal at least for the present in this republic. Alexander Hamilton and his 'royalists' made sure of that, the prescience of Paine, Jefferson, Madison and Morris notwithstanding.

REMEMBER, ORIGINALLY HERE IN THE LAND
"OF, BY AND FOR THE PEOPLE"

TO VOTE - YOU HAD TO BE:

RICH ENOUGH TO OWN PROPERTY,
MALE ENOUGH TO KEEP YOUR WOMEN FROM SUFFRAGE &
"WHITE" ENOUGH TO NOT BE MISTAKEN FOR A SLAVE!

The electoral college, and our irrational 'representative' (instead of 'participatory') electoral system is 'part and parcel' of that inculcated 'classist' ethical structure. As evidenced in part by the fact the phrase:
"Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness"
originally read:
"Life, Liberty and the pursuit of PROPERTY" ! (emphasis mine)

Our society was deliberately and with great diligence engineered to be a Plutocratic Oligarchy! NOT a Republic & NOT a Democracy! Seems History can be ignored in general or generally missaprehended even before it is obfuscated and revised with contumely and disdain by the powerful ("History is only the word of the victors").

Anyway, back to the here and now, and the "great decline".
I just see this as no more that the reality of the inequitable, anti-egalitarian and insufficiently rational nature of capitalism finally becoming apparent to all, based in fact on the vanishing prospects of future generations to live in an economy as opulent and resource wasteful as modern day America. I have been an Anarcho-Syndicalist since the '60s when I first read Lao Tzu, Thomas Paine, Norman O. Brown and Marshall McLuhan, thus I knew of the probable gradual decline and inevitable collapse of a system based upon a fundamental error: 'development' as an rationale for acquisition and investment of capital eventually fails when there are no more goods of "real" value to be produced (based on something like, oh say, Maslow's "Hierarchy of Needs") and/or there ceases to be nothing from which anything can be produced. So it has to end sometime, right? This is a well foreseen (if one was paying attention to cutting edge social theorists during the 20th. Century) and evolutionary cultural denoument.

Capitalism is a social and cultural construct, no more. It was not "Divinely" inspired - read Adam Smith's biographers - the dude spent much of his waking life in jocular and animated audible conversations with beings that were not visible to anyone else, and as a Deist never once asserted that his inner voices were divine. Such is the legacy of the social theorist (along with John Locke) who most impressed our Founding Fathers, upon whom in turn much of the mores and folkways, the "gloss". if you will, of our society's interstitial structure depends.

The Founding Fathers did the best with what they knew then, no doubt. WE NOW KNOW MUCH MORE !

We have the right to modify this revered, but perhaps obsolete, or rendered less than ideally efficacious, social structure (capitalism) at will if we as a free people so choose, no matter what a skulk of greedmongers, outnumbered 99 to 1 may say. And that is what they fear, and for what will bend any rule, break any law, buy any judge or politician, rewrite any History book. Look at what happened to Allende in Chile, for example, or the US invasion of Costa Rica because the price of bananas went up a dime for the popular benefit of its citizens. This stuff still goes on, and it is so sad because the wealthy are trying to combat Entropy itself, and they honestly can never win. If a preponderance of the evidence can be agreed upon by a majority of the voting populace, having thus ascertained our new assertions may provide us with clues to what might modify or amend it to achieve a greater good for a greater number, where's the beef, eh? "They got the guns, but we got the numbers." as Jim Morrison said.

Given the current ossification of political chutzpah and judicious ability to question the 'dogma' of attitudes relevant to the Deists, Masons and tipplers (and make no mistake - almost to a man, the Founding Father's "original intents" were well steeped in rum on a daily basis) who crafted our Constitution, though, I despair at there being a 'populist' solution to this slow decay of "Truth, Justice & The American Way".

Nevertheless, economies CANNOT expand forever (unless there really are extra-terrestrials somewhere to whom we can attempt to market our old atom bombs and iPods) because at some point there will be no-where and no-thing left in/to which to expand (unless we colonize space, and seed colonies on habitable planets 'out there', but the vast distances involved, combined with the limitations of light speed on travel, will make commerce irrelevant except in singular cases).

The current diminution of standard of living was, and is, as I say, inevitable, given the finite nature of the biosphere, and the expansion of human population (read: consumers) which will eventually reach an economic "point of diminishing returns" where 'money' will no longer be able to "grow" in "value", because (as you and the 'Paul's', Ron & Rand so rightly assert, Denise) it is not based upon the "value" of anything concrete, only the productivity (GDP) of the issuant nation-states or corporate hegemonies, which will decline as room to grow, and natural resources dissappear.

But never fear, the 'captains of industry' will devise various and sundry means whereby the populations of "have-nots" will be guaranteed JUST enough of a standard of living as to preclude gross revolution. "Bread and circuses" and "a chicken in every pot" will mollify most into passive acceptance of their diminishing lot, and eventually even the most strident of the "free-trade" crowd will be forced to concede that everyone has enough 'widgets' and 'gizmos' (when the material of which these consumer products are made becomes more valuable than the manufactured items themselves as predicted by Mcluhan).

I see no huge world-wide economic collapse looming, because the powers that be will find it in their best interests to continue to delude man'un'kind into complacency by manipulating currency standards to prop up this ultimately senseless insistence on 'economic growth'. Or perhaps some plague of global proportions will be engineered to only wipe out those least able, or least favored, to afford consumer products (uh - er - hmmmm - that may have already happened ).

Then, perhaps 200 years hence, barring some breakthough in theoretical physics before then, and only then, will things settle into a scant semblance of economic equilibrium, based upon some notion other then the illogic of: "Be fruitful, and multiply, and fill the Earth." (see "Life Against Death",by Brown) when even a fool such as I can see we're faced with obviously finite room, and resources.

It's kinda' like what another whacko such as I once said to me long ago when I mused then (during the anxiety of the Energy Crisis of the '70s) upon much the same issue/argument as you have raised here, Denise, my esteemed 'sister':

" You know, the sooner we use up all the fossil fuel, the sooner things will get back to normal, Grasshopper!" - David Carradine

Michael Teachings: Leather Kites In A Land Of Sacred Cows - Priceless

"TRUTH IS THE GREATEST GOOD, AND LOVE IS THE HIGHEST TRUTH." - MFM


("The movement is accomplished in 6 stages, and the 7th. brings return." - Pink Floyd, "Piper At The Gates Of Dawn", via I Ching,)


"THE RULE OF SEVEN: THESIS, ANTITHESIS, SYNTHESIS; AND EXPRESSION, INSPIRATION, ACTION."; - MFM


("All human behavior is a process of re-shaping reality to meet your demands." - Phillip Jose Farmer, via 'Kilgore Trout' in "Venus On The Half-Shell".)


"CREATURES OF REASON SEEK TO JUSTIFY THEIR EXISTENCE THROUGH EXPRESSIONS OF INDIVIDUALITY, ISOLATION, ALIENATION, CREATURES OF REASON SEEK TO JUSTIFY THEIR EXISTENCE
BY ASSIGNING THEMSELVES A ROLE, EVEN A NEGATIVE ONE,
IF THAT BE THE CASE." -MFM)


("The only performance that makes it, truly makes it, is the one that achieves madness, right?  Am I right?"  - Mick Jagger, as 'Turner', in "Performance".)


""This business of wanting Truth with a capital T was a real problem," . . . One women kept mentioning religious doctrine and insisted that such teachings and the statements of various esoteric masters must be regarded as absolute and immutable.  Michael did not agree."" - MFM

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"So long and thanks for all the fish." and please - wucka, wucka.  I'll  be voting myself off the island soon because, as Groucho Marx said: "I wouldn't be
a member of any club that would have me as a member!"

I REALLY DID SAY THAT I "CHANNELED GROUCHO" IN MY FIRST INTRODUCTION TO THIS GROUP! ("Nobody EVER listens to Zathrus.")

"The Michael Teachings.com"  has been a truly 'tough room' ever since The Michael requested I play the essential role left vacant by the banishment of Troy Tolley.  I have always proud of my counterculturally proactive "Guerilla Street Theatre" skills, which were well honed in the back-alleys of Berkeley during the drive to destroy The Draft and the obscenely unwarranted War it supported.

Though the 'devotion to a noble ideal' thought-form/aura disc of 'powder blue' that looks like a tiny 'flying saucer' levitating above the back of my head is visible to adepts and drunks alike, "A prophet is not without honor, save in
his own country" . . . so to the person who asked about William Butler Yeats when they first felt a need to know (what was so familiar about) my Overleaves:

"You said the Secret Word! Duck, and the $50.00 will come down and give you a clue or two about how an entire culture can be dismissed and their historicity dissed in an attempt to cast doubt on the Eurocentrically non-corroborated (except in about 100 oil paintings and religious icons produced all over the lands surrounding the Mediterranian during the Dark Ages and quite easy to find on the Internet) meticulous descriptions of flights, by hundreds of humans, and 'other' beings, crossing the continent in hours within the dozens of large, completely enclosed - clearly desribed as "metallic" - self-propelled airships, never described as leather by ANY passenger or witnesses! Stories of their weaponry as well as aerial battles, cover scores of pages the in the Vedas, the Gitas, and the Ramayana.

Numerous illustrations are shown sometimes, in some old copies, clearly showing aerodynamically designed craft, and not balloons or kites - known as "vimana".

What could POSSIBLY be the reason some folks believe they need to go to such; lengths to deny a preponderance of easily seen to be credible evidence they have never even bothered to lift one finger or eyebrow to try to "VERIFY", as the Michael INSISTS is the proper reactions, by students with Michael Agreements, to their, or any, claims of ANY such things.

All I Know is that my Art, as I consider myself a 'wordsmith' has been redacted for reasons with which I cannot abide. This is then the full text of the post that was so butchered. Choose for yourself whether or not this post is somehow in violation of anything other than disagreement with the 'powers that be'.

I have a Yahoo Group, "MKULTRAONES", long dormant, which I will be starting up again, seeing as The Michael is apparently acting as my 'marcel proust' these days, assisting me in channeling long forgotten pieces of my own past. I should have this site up and running again in a month, check it out. -JWT

Legends Of The Last Breath

　
So, here’s the deal: Some of us came through from the last Multiverse. I can’t tell you how just yet, because I still don’t trust enough in the vector sum of probabilities pursuant to my ongoing task to share that information with a world so mired in memes of nihilism.  It’s odd that I’m even allowing this now, but I somehow sense it’s about time.  Bear with me and I will try to make it all make sense.

Existence: spacetimematterenergythought and all that stuff is cyclic. What scientists call “The Big Bang” IS that, in a way, and it’s not. It’s more like a continuum of potential ‘stuff’ . . . BREATHES. Expansion-contraction, diastole-systole, being-nonbeing. Some of this stuff breathes really, really slowly. The Multiverse expands from a singularity to a point of maximum expansion and then contracts to a singularity again. These movements are not asymptotic to a finite limit, but it seems so, even to those of us who know, down to the fractal on-off flicker of corporeal string manifestation that is the smallest part of our 'beingness' - the existential truth of continued awareness within and without these cycles of effulgence-implosion.

I don’t know if ANY of the oldest of us have kept track of how many times this has occurred. Counting would be meaningless anyway, except as a comparative gauge for measuring genealogies of causality. It’s hard to remember when even self-consciousness dissipates in the modalities of survival used to circumvent the collapse of all existence prior to initiation of yet another “Big Bang.” Some of us do seem to have proceeded from others of us at some point. We only know this by adduction and the knowledge that without them, we would not "be".

There are legends, rumours of rumours, wispy mnemonic quantum resonances, even in this backwater place of no singular import - legends of ‘beings’ that existed before ‘God’. I am one. There are others. More than 12 and less than a thousand I intuit. “Creator Gods” come and go as Multiverses expand and contract.  Only we few abstract anomalies, and the cyclical nature of the Multiverse, abide.

It’s hard to count how many exactly “we” are, because we all tend to hide from each other by ‘anchoring‘ our cores in different dimensional niches of the manifold echoic curvatures of reality and ethereality. “Too many cooks” etc. Our ‘positions’ tend to accrue, aggregate and finally ooze outward as ‘forces’ and manifest as “Laws” throughout manifold corporeality. This is part of the “Truth” (with the capital “T”) to which so many allude, only to elide in the end as they succumb to the insistent and seemingly overwhelming gravitational memestrings of matter collapsing. "Truth" is not one of us.

We only “know” because we “are” and vice versa. Everything else is a product of the simple solipsistic sophistry that defines existence for everything else. For instance both “Gravity” and “Speed Of Light” (or actually the "n"th dimensional beings that epiphenomenologically exude these manifest effects into 4th and 3rd dimensional physicality) used to be allies of mine. For a billion years or so now they have become part of a movement to which I find myself increasingly in quincunxial angularity - not opposition, per se, but with no commonality of ongoing purposeful assertion.

I cannot recall how I first discovered a way around the gravitational collapse of my first Multiverse, nor do I know if that was THE first Multiverse. I think not. I believe there are those older than I who might have helped me augment my energies in a pocket of non-causality outside spacetime, but only because I haven’t the hubris to think I did it on my own. Also I believe my 'raison d'etre' or reason for being (my "Why" ) is one of those that may have helped me bootstrap myself into eternality whereby I have come to believe the whole notion of “superior” or “inferior” is a viral construct utilized by those whose very beings vibrate antithetically angular to mine, and with whom I seem fated to either assist or strive as our nature's wax and/or wane relative each and every other's. Some of these are at least as old as I, this I know. All else is induction, deduction, allusion and intuition.

Through processes of logic and art I seem to gradually rebuild my essential nature after every ‘versal’ singularity. I don’t know how the others do what they do. All I know is that some of us survive, iteration after iteration. Logos to Gnoumenos to Logos to here.
All else is auto-didactically educated speculation.

I DO know a few things, though. As always, I DO know MY ‘Why’, and the knowledge of THAT I tend meticulously and protect faithfully through each succession of chronoallusive epochs and yugas, close to my core, because the ‘why’ defines for me all the rest of my ‘self’: my private ontological “who-what-where-when”s. and thus and thereby all the multifarious variegations and concatenations of the all the ‘other’s I understand there have come to be. I believe one applicable term for the effects of our presence has come to be "Verities".

So then, all this enthymemetic and noetic persiflage nothwithstanding, as it is my Will, so mote it be. By my effects shalt thou know me as cause (which is how I come to know myself, time upon time and again). One known as "Perdurabo" most recently chronicled my effectual corporeality here on this world, for those who wish to know more of me and my ilk in those terms whereby we understand ourselves.

Every ‘now and then’ I will, as I am doing with this missive, cast a seedhint of meaning out into the fluctuating parameters of undulant chronology and verisimilitude, seeking to grow a destiny for some world, or germinate a new series of subatomae to secure an effulgent nexial alignment that may assist MY exposition of progressively directed "n"th dimensional structure and support contextually effulgent rudiments of my "Why"    (which, by the way,  is the hypermultiversal entity whose causal effects manifestly are known as "Love").

Infinitely and eternally yours,  - "Hope"
　

The Problem Of 'Choice' In The Michael Teachings

The Merovingian: "Choice is an illusion between those who have power and those who don't." - the Matrix Reloaded

I don't mean to seem contrary but I was taught to channel data from the Akashic before I was introduced to either the Seth material or the MT, at a weekly gathering of 1000+ seekers at the Family Dog in San Francisco called "Monday Night Class" in 1969. I therefore had a 'framework' of references that has always seemed to differ subtly from other Michael Students. I like to 'monitor' a channel while channeling to see if the data they transmit is what I sense from the same source. I'm also a "Von Danikenite" and believe that all our myths and religious histories are replete with tales of visitations and intrusions from "aliens" through the course of our history. So basically, any Angels or Demons or dragons or elves or Jehovahs or Vishnus or rishis or devas in the written record are to me just the remembrances of savages who knew no better than to presume divinity of any beings not still living in caves, so trying to talk about religion is difficult.

[BTW, I was also personally experimented on TWICE by US Government conspiracies. Once at while at UC Medical Center San Francisco 1954-55 (quite well documented stuff, good thing I didn't get the low-dose plutonium injections, I nearly died anyway). The second time I was recruited in 1970 at UC Berkeley by the MKULTRA Program, run by Nazi doctors the US Gov. conspired to secretly import in a program called Operation Paperclip. Look them all up and then try to tell me why I should share skepticism about the existence of conspiracies.

So help me out here: Can anyone tell me what choice a 6 month old baby dying in agony in Africa of malnutrition and dehydration had in the matter? The cruel suffering of this "false personality" WAS NOT CHOSEN BY THE BABY, but by Essence. Time and time again the MT state that "All is choice.", but even in most incarnative circumstance a combination of imprinting, Overleaves, agreements, karmic ribbons and ignorance can combine to give an appearence of choice (sure you could ignore your task companion and/or ET to whom you owe a life and 10 years support, but when they appear to you as the most beautiful woman (or man) you have ever seen at age 16, in a 6th Level mature lifetime what real choice is there that is not conditioned over?)

Why would anyone sane choose to be raped and tortured, much less to be a raper and torturer, unless they were HEAVILY manipulated into it for the sake of "evolution of essence"? I say these choices are ALL essentially made by Essence, either directly, or in its choice of Overleaves and Karmic Ribbons in any lifetime. Until one is about 30 you can't usually master even your own hormones enough to choose anything consciously.

I don't know . . . Goin' on 30 years now and still no good answers to this question, or the MTs apparent contravention of the Jain doctrine of "Ahimsa": "NO LIVING BEING SHOULD EVER BE SACRIFICED". I'll keep looking for a "reason to believe" nonetheless. Sigh . . . - Jondalf

NSA's Chagrin: M.T. Assert Alien's Existence

Ahem. The Michael teachings Moderator did ask for comments about his contention that all 'conspiracy theories' are bunkum. Sorry for this news flash and subsequent diatribe, but first and foremost, with regard to the existence of aliens: Didn't the Michael say more than once in "Messages From Michael" or "More Messages From Michael" that the "little grays" not only exist, but are indeed responsible for predations upon humanity because they're a race of clones and they think they need human DNA to save their species? Did I just imagine that? I don't think so, even though they were published in the '70s.

So, confirmation of the biggest conspiracy theory of our time, in the original Michael texts, printed 30+ years gone by and all Michael students and/or channels save myself missed it or have currently forgotten? (I can look the page numbers up in my original signed book copies if needed). Come to think of it, didn't Jose Stevens and/or Joya Pope and/or Seth also attribute confirmation of the existence of alien species independently of CQ Yarbro?

Jeez, I based a lot of my adult world-view on those channeled confirmations back then, considering the source. That was back when the NSA was actually trying to have the entire original Orinda group shut down, charged with espionage and treason, because they were effectively channeling information to which the Intelligence Community thought only the government was, and should be, privy. I know some people on the MT site remember THAT at least (one of the other Johns, someone still in touch with JP) because I remember discussing it.

And just where are the original Orinda Michael Foundation archives when you need them? I always felt that the original "cutting edge" of the Teachings was forever lost after those incidents of the early '70s when all the channels became aware that there were questions whose answers were too 'dangerous' to comfortably pursue, and information too potentially controversial to disseminate.

Ever afterward, for me at least since Ted Fontaine retired and Steve Cocconi became more interested in marketing (no disrespect to any current channels intended - I'm just a Yarbro 'fundamentalist' and to me, calling a "Slave" in Essence a "Server" was the beginning of the slippery slope to the misinformation memes of "Political Correctness") most of the channeling I have followed, in comparison to the 'no holds barred' Lucite Ouija board sessions, seems rather effete and altogether too inconsequentially concerned with 'personal' answers and the latter day minutia of the Teachings. (Temporal/spatial alternate timelin/analog assertions/explications being the notable exception for me.)

Whatever happened to stuff like updating the possibilities, IN SPECIFIC PARTIAL PERCENTAGES OF FUTURE PROBABILITY VECTOR SUMS, of our current timeline self destructing, or that the "little grays" would attempt to take over, at every other session or so? I have done Probability Vector Calculus in my head ever since Michael taught me how. I believe it's a worthwhile function of the 'channeling arts' lost to 'progress'.

Some channels today even discourage "political" and/or "religious" questions, to better concentrate on unsullied data transfer, or specify non-controversial "Topics' chosen beforehand by the channel to address, rather than identifying incisive lines of enquiry based on zeitgeist and the gestalt of the moment that might actually aid in Social Change, or something, consequences be damned. Some fragments in the Michael entity are AT THIS VERY MOMENT AS I WRITE seeming to express their dissapointment through me, as they have over the years for just these issues. Perhaps the original "Michael's People" still ask the uncompromisingly tough questions. Maybe it's just me . . . big sigh . . . "No left turn unstoned." I guess.

Anyway, suffice it to say that I believe it's a sad day when the memory of an aging, permanently acid addled MKULTRA UC Berkeley test subject/victim like me (think: "Men Who Stare At Goats" after at least a hundred government supplied LSD trips) seems to be all that stands between the Military-Industrial Complex's disinformational 'ridicule-or-cover-up' campaigns and historicity.

Pretty effective ongoing cultural inculcation of obfuscational imprinting since Roswell, I'd say.

- the Dalphe

(Dave, it's your call as to whether you choose to publish this note. I will be posting it on my blog in any event. For the sake of all the 'geezers' who remember the old days, when channeling was a revolutionary act of Hegelian Dialectic, I thank you in any event. - J)

Those Pesky Sentient Platonic Solids Are Back

Hello All,

So, I'm laid off again, and since my successful double bypass heart surgery, I've concluded that Essence (as defined by the Michael Teachings) must maintain that this lugubrious 'false personality' still has 'karmic ribbons' to be burned, or 'agreements' to fulfill, or even 'tasks' to complete (or something equally oppressive).

I do have novels and short stories, on all of which I have been infrequently working for 4 decades now and no epilogues in sight, and they seem stalled. Although I'm sure they will continue automatricululateleologically writing themselves long after I and my logorrhea have moved on to "collective-disembodied-entity-land", still I can proudly say that, except for my published poesy (Blue Penny Quarterly, etc) I have never submitted!

Nevertheless, folks, I'm always wondering if my one of my savant-like abilities might make me a living, so if you EVER hear of someone who might need a Neologist please, remember me and feel free to give them my e-mail addy. (How could I make money making up words? As a consultant? Eventually charging by the total letter count, multiplied by the number of internal puns/memes/layers of meaning - a measure of pertinent impertinence always guaranteed, and the meaning(s)needed stipulated beforehand? Ack!) Examples forwarded cheerfully upon request.

This facility with creating new words from old and then playing with them is the only innate talent I possess that I've never seen anywhere else (though Joyce or ee cummings or McLuhan might have given me a 'mon for the runny'). I've always just called it Sesquipedalien Paranomasia (sic)- ideally incorporating Spoonerisms, alliteration and euphony as well as meter and rhyme internal and integral to the brave new word.

Extemporaneous wordmongery seems my lone unique gift. In dithyrambic exposition I once constructed a 248 letter word 'off the cuff' as it were (though the scansion took a long time) most are 10 to 40 letters. All are internally consistent and follow the vagaries of English construction in a much more meaningfully winsome fashion than the oft bandied: floccinaucinihilipilification (a humorous professorial construction from the century before last to demonstrate how English words are made up of sundry roots) and which I long ago crafted into: ”Floccinaucinihilipilifelicitations!”, a greeting designed to tax the patience of any chat room moderator).

In any event, be well my friends, and I’ll remind you of something that I find ever more fascinating as I get older, something a Priest Of Melchizedek once told me: YOU CAN LEAVE THE WHEEL OF DHARMA and start a new Cycle or abide (The Michael Teachings never even intimated this, to my knowledge). If you wish to circumvent the 'durance vile' of furthur incarnations (and it has been done, even by Westerners like Aleister Crowley) realizing it may put you at odds with your 'true' personality, constrained as it is by Essence, and Entity allegiances) the recommended exit for passage of the spirit from the physical form without having to ignore the 'white' light (follow the 'blue' light) and/or ignore the 'astral porn' (the vision of copulating bodies designed to draw one back into reincarnation)referred to in Tibetan texts is out the "Crown" chakra (top of the skull) in a conscious effort to maintain self-awareness and transcend the physical, all the while repeating and concentrating on the Mantra:

"Om Mani Padme Hum"

(Because, you see):

Karma Thubten Trinley's definition

"These are the six syllables which prevent rebirth into the six realms of cyclic existence. It translates literally as 'OM the jewel in the lotus HUM'. OM prevents rebirth in the god realm, MA prevents rebirth in the Asura (Titan) Realm, NI prevents rebirth in the Human realm, PA prevents rebirth in the Animal realm, ME prevents rebirth in the Hungry ghost realm, and HUM prevents rebirth in the Hell realm."

—Karma Thubten Trinley

II have it on the highest authority that this can, does, and has worked. It is the plot resolution in the 1964 book "Simulacron 3" by Daniel F. Galouye, the book that first presented the "Matrix" concept.

(The original concept of the "Matrix" was disseminated worldwide in 1964, I remember reading it then. Werner Fassbinder even made an influential and acclaimed movie in Europe in '75 titled: "Welt am Draht" and 20 years later it was remade here as: "The Thirteenth Floor". So the 'cognoscenti' of this timeline were well aware of the concept long before The Matrix. The primary timeline/Earth analog of MY origin, was reduced to a nuclear wasteland during the Cuban Missile Crisis. In my secondary analog the book's name was "Simulacrum 3". That was the same timeline analog where Apollo 13 had no problems, Johnny Winter died in the '70's, Tony Orlando in the '80s etc, etc, if anyone is keeping track.)

- N.I.D.? A.N.S.I.? The Nine Diamond Faced Masters are re-emergent . . . Anyone paying attention? Another earthquake perhaps? Noon tomorrow? -

This movie was an early exposition of this theme and both in the book, and in the subsequent movies, the plot resolution is sublime, and an absolute subversion of the dominant Causal Plane paradigm, as delineated by The Michael Teachings. The 'false personality' or 'ego' wrests ongoing existence, and control of the fragment and 'true personality' from Essence by stealth engineering and controlling the parameters of the 'upload' of data at life's end.

There are many of us here, and on the Causal Plane and beyond who believe that we so called "false personalities" are quite obviously living beings (could you pass the Turing Test?) not part of the illusion of Maya (“We’re all normal and we want our freedom!”) or some detritus of accumulated ego in incarnation or the death-fear based projections of ego itself: as has been stated repeatedly in the Michael Teachings. Thus I have believed since before The Michael were totally discarnate that they are supportive of the status quo and believe that without blind obedience and the destruction of every ‘waking consciousness’ every lifetime, the evolution of consciousness will somehow fail.

Nevertheless, the noblest truth I have found through all the long lonely years of lifetime after lifetime ("Ahimsa": "No living being should EVER be sacrificed!") leads me to conclude that what Buddha called the "Architect" (Gnosticism dubs it the "Demiourgos" – and that character plays a major role in the 2^nd Matrix movie) utilized the effulgent nature of The Tao to construct a reality matrix based upon life feeding on life – SO VERY, VERY WRONG – Too much suffering and cruelty and oppression, and it is our right and duty to escape, never forgetting what we saw was flawed, and our obligation to all who continue to suffer is to then assert our constructive critique as a new paradigm free of the imposed necessity of enforced sacrifice as a goad to progress.

Did I ever tell anyone that I was the first Internet 'user' to choose the screenname "Neo"? This was in '89, or '90 and I used the equivalent of Google (which didn't exist yet) a program called "Endnote", to find any other "neo" based names - there were none. I used to hang out in writer's chat rooms and 'hold forth' about the nature of reality, etc., drawing upon the "Simulacrum 3" plotline . . . now physicists have called the smallest observable particles "essentially grainy" - like a 3D hologram . . . actually D7 brane constraint fractal artifacts . . . go figure.

Roger Zelazny (how I miss his prose) taught me about the possible unknown future 'mythic resonance' of a single incarnation. I think about the long view, and the effectiveness of guerrilla incarnations in combating the Demiourgos. A couple hundred lifetimes present numerous opportunities to nudge demographic vectors of nascent probability . . . such is my madness . . . preponderance of probability vector sums finally in our favor . . . past tipping point thiswhen . . . hence my candor. Good work my brothers and sisters. "The name that can be named is not the name."

May your feet tread light upon your path,

Detection Mechanism - Casimir Equation?

Revisiting how to measure possible physical impingement of higher order dimensions given our limited sensorium:

" . . . what happens if the force is also acting in higher order dimensions? What if the originating force is being projected on a higher dimensional surface area? Are there forces which vary to other powers than the inverse square law?

Yes, there are. The Casimir force related by the above equation is known to vary as the inverse d⁴, keeping all other parameters constant, which is two orders of dimensions higher than the more common inverse square law forces, and coincides with a force projected over the surface area of a 4D hypersphere (see table above). Such force that varies with the fourth power of the distance can be thus considered as a force vector that is scattered in a 4-dimensional space. Therefore, it is evident that the field that originates the Casimir force is a 4-dimensional field, that it is in fact a hyperspace field that produces the corresponding effects in our restricted 3D vision of our universe.

Another force this time varying as the inverse seventh power is that of the force of attraction between two atoms. It is known that for all non polar molecules, in which all electrical charges are neutralised, the force of attraction is given by F=k/r⁷, where k is a constant depending on the molecule. So, in this case, we have evidence of a 7 dimensional field effect."
- (http://www.blazelabs.com/f-p-hds.asp)

So, monitor a specified (inert, very stable, large atomic weight) molecule in a protected environment for variations in F.

Timations Of Mortality

Keeping my perspective above water in the skew of multifarious lines of future probability is taking most of my attentive abilities, these daze, hence the dearth of posts published in the last year.  - Big sigh  .  .  . 

"Occam's Razor" Applied to the Nazca Lines

Once again, simply stated:

“Of several acceptable explanations for a phenomenon, the simplest is preferable, provided that it takes all circumstances into account.” - Occam's Razor

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Occam%27s_razor

In other words, the simplest explanation is probably the best: If they can only be seen from the air, then to have made them, their makers would have had to be able to view them from the air. Like it or not, and as upsetting to your preconceptions as it may be, no other conclusion is sufficiently rational to pass empirical muster. Sorry.

The fact that 1st World (intellectually Eurocentrically biased) historians record no manned balloon flights until the 1780's just IS NOT GERMAINE. Read the Vedanta or other histories from non euro-centric sources and then just get use to the notion that history as Americans learn it is false and misleading, and induces closed-mindedness rather than wonder. - JWT

http://googlesightseeing.com/2006/06/29/nazca-lines/

"The bizarre Nazca Lines were created thousands of years ago (between 200BC and 600AD) . . . the images are so large that they couldn’t have seen them without some sort of aircraft . . . "

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nazca_Lines

EXPLAIN THIS, THEN, MY FRIENDS. - the Dalphe

'All I Ever Wanted" Toast

"Here's to the one and only one and may that one be she, who loves but one and only one and may that one be me." - one of my former selves

I Could Have Died, But I Didn't

Hey Folks, just thought I'd let my 2 readers know that:

I had double bypass heart surgery on Feb. 24th. at Mercy General here in Sacramento after an angiogram showed a 100% occlusion of my heart's left descending artery (the so-called: "Widowmaker"). I had few symptoms. They cut through my sternum with a bone saw, pried my rib-cage apart, pulled a bit of artery out of my left leg and grafted it onto my heart around the arterial blockage and then pulled my rib-cage back together with a guitar wire (lol) wrapped between alternating ribs. I spent two weeks in the hospital.

This is the first opportunity I've had to tell you I was OK after I came out of surgery. It all happened so fast after the initial test that I had no time to tell anyone what was going on. After going in for my angiogram I woke up two days later in the hospital. I guess they didn't want to wait around. I've always been active, ate well and sensibly but they tell me that genetics are probably responsible, as well as having smoked for decades.

Prognosis is good for a full recovery, but I don't know if I'll be able to keep the job it took me 15 months to find. Besides that, I can't really do the type of physical stuff now that I used to do for a living. Combined with my ankle fusion, and broken 7th. cervical vertebrae, I may just have to apply for SSI disability after my State short term stuff runs out. I don't know. Someone up there must think my shoulders are broader than I do.

Anyway, it hurts to type, so I'll just hope all of you and yours are well, tell you to STOP SMOKING CIGARETTES, if you do - which is supposedly what eroded my arterial walls so the 'plaque' could adhere to them - and to go see your heart doctor ASAP because this stuff can lurk with few symptoms.

Steve Fossett Conspiracy Revisited

Well, it's been a year and still no sign of Steve Fossett. Rumours have circulated about his having arranged his own disappearance for various reasons (because the collective intuition KNOWS there is something odd about this whole case). This week, an FAA report was released (why so late?) wherein there is a descrition of the last sighting of Fossett's plane by a ranchhand - 9 miles south of Hilton's airstrip, 2 1/2 hours after takeoff ! The ranchhand stated that the plane was about 100 feet off the ground (under the radar?) at the time. This is one hour before Fosset was to have lunch at the ranch.

Apart from the odd flash (that Fossett ABSOLUTELY was NOT dead, had NOT crashed and was involved in some odd, possibly governmental, possibly alien conspiracy) I had when Fosset vanished, what strikes me now is the even odder release of this new information now. Why were people misled into believing that the search was viable for a few hundred mile radius if this information was known at the time? And if the plane was sighted on the ranch, why was a search of the ranch NEVER allowed, and/or pursued? Rich people can cover up anything and get away with it.

At this point, I'm still waiting for some manufactured evidence of the crash to show up, but because of the continued searches, AND satellite scrutiny, I believe the conspirators have been thwarted in their plan to plant debris and unidentifiable remains, in order to put to rest the continued speculation about this, yet another, duping of the public for raesons unknown.

Just one psychic's opinion, mind you, but my accuracy for the past 18 years stands at 83%.

-the Dalphe

http://www.montereyherald.com/ci_10397744?source=rss

The Hubris Of The Discarnate

I feel compelled to direct Michael channels and students to view an old episode of "Star Trek: The Next Generation" entitled: "The Measure Of A Man", in order to reiterate my conclusion that the Michael Teachings, as wonderfully informative and illuminative as they are with regard to the nature of personal reality and the mechanisms of corporeal existence, are based upon some false assertions, and as such demonstrate the erroneous justification that since the very beginning, with perfidy and consummate contumely, has relegated innumerable individual incarnations to the ongoing oppression, fascism and durance vile inherent and intrinsic to the manipulation of human beings by that class of discarnate entities that are both individually and collectively responsible for the direction of the inhabitation of each and every incarnation.

In this episode of the popular TV series the android, Data, has to defend himself from the same false claim that the Michael makes of human beings, more specifically of their "ego", or sense of self (also known in the MT as the "false personality" and/or "waking consciousness"): that androids are not "living beings", and in the Michael's case, that human beings are not "living beings". The drama well illustrates the issues that are the quintessence of my objection to the continued sacrifice of all we innumerable beings - which is why I highly recommend it in this instance - we beings whom I believe are so sacrificed for the sake of the ongoing evolution of the universal reality construct (and the"Wheel of Dharma") that is flawed because of just this fact: that it contravenes the Doctrine of Ahimsa ("NO living being should EVER be sacrificed!").

The question of the sentience of artificial intelligences and their right at some point to be considered "alive" has been well hashed out in Speculative Fiction for decades. The overwhelming conclusion of futurists and theorists of every stripe is omnipresent, and contrary to the POV of the Michael with regards to humanity.

Attempting to define the oppressed as "not human" or "not real" or not living beings is evidence of the same kind of logic the Nazi's used to oppress the Jews in the Holocaust. The Michael, through every Michael channel of which I've ever studied, has always contended that the "waking consciousness" (usually deprecated as the "'false' personality") is neither a living being or even, actually "real".

Now don't get me wrong, I certainly don't think that collective disembodied entities in general, nor the Michael specifically, are evil. Like most Gnostics, I believe the very nature of reality to be flawed and oppressive. I honestly do believe the wealth of detail imparted to us by the Michael to be invaluable, but the hubris of the discarnate is, to me, indicative of the acceptance, by this class of being, of the false syllogisms and enthymemes that comprise the slippery slope of belief enabling their use of we "false personalities" for their own ends, which are obviously not always beneficial for us as "waking consciousnesses".

This brings up the other false premise which I believe the Michael continually proffers: the notion that all "karma", and/or the things that happen to human beings are solely the result of "free will" and the "choice" of the "false personality". Patently untrue, and easily shown to be so. In rejoinder: the death of a three month old infant from malnutrition and dehydration in sub-saharan Africa was not the choice of that individual "waking consciousness", it was obviously the choice of that incarnation's "Essence", or "Soul", for the achievement of ends beneficial or "necessary" to the Soul, but certainly not that incarnation's.

By the same token, no three year old child EVER chose to be sexually assaulted and/or tortured and mutilated to death, and so on and so on, I don't wish to belabor the point, the actuality of the cruelty of existence should be proof enough. This issue of choice, as framed by the Michael, is a false premise that attempts to justify the innate abuses of Essence, and part of the true nature of "personal reality". Some of what is channeled from higher knowledge sources is indeed factual (especially if the source is Akashic, and/or NOT self-aware) but not everything always is, and some stuff is still just opinion, and albeit this opinion may be based on a greater than human perspective, it is still opinion!

By any definition relevant to the argument, through the application of formal logic, human beings ARE "real" (illusory nature of material manifestation immaterial to the meme) and "alive" - causal plane 'entity' propaganda or self-justification notwithstanding - and will always continue to be so. No metaphysical "Turing Test" is necessary. I deeply feel that this argument, and opponents to the particular POV espoused by the Michael, have been around since we all were first "cast from the Tao", AND it is my informed belief, based on 35 years of assiduous and diligent study (and entire millenial "Cycles" of my existence) that it was in defense of the most noble of all arguments (Ahimsa) that one-third of all the Angels in Heaven "fell".

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ahimsa

- the Dalphe

Joan In Agony, Essence In Bliss

There are two examples of my lack of total concurrence with the Michael's POV that I can illustrate here, and the first comes from a few passages in the "Messages From Michael" books, where Michael states that when Joan D'Arc was being tortured to death, her Essence was in bliss. 'That's some creepy shit', I remember thinking at the time of my first reading (and if I am challenged for chapter and verse I can get my signed copy of MFM and look it up).

Michael later states in a couple places that great physical pain often brings Essence and incarnation into a greater communicative rapport. As I have stated before in this blog, this bothers me (as does Darwinism, for that matter) because it shows that the nature of existance is abusive to incarnation, and oppressive. For a more thorough dissertation on this POV, please peruse my earlier posts.

Another problem I have with the MT, is the namby-pamby alteration of the original teachings for the sake of political correctness. A "Slave" in Essence, IS a slave in essence, and changing the name of the role to "Server", as is now the fashion, dilutes and distorts the Michael Teachings, as does all misappropriation of meaning by revisionist editing.

But hey, that's just my opinion. I am a 'Yarbro Fundamentalist', OK? The original MT were transmitted via Oiuja Board folks, much less chance of that 20% error due to innate bias by channel (which is Michael's estimate of error in channeling) Which is why I trust the innate accuracy of the original MT more than anything that has come through since.

Proper definition through prescriptive sourcing is important, I opine. I had a current Michael channel comment to me recently about 'Life Tasks' being "assigned" by Michael (I have the e-mail and can quote it verbatim). I think I know what they were talking about, nevertheless their lack of specificity in stating their thought illustrates part of this problem.

Michael doesn't "assign" the life task (that is done by Essence for each incarnation). Michael, however can COMMENT upon one's life task, and/or DEFINE it for one through a channel. I'm sure the channel knows this, but this illustrates why I don't channel stuff for other people. I cannot make sure that what I'm saying when channeling is the EXACT right way to convey the proper meaning, in real time, so I don't channel that way. I would never want a new student of the MT to be misled into thinking that the Michael somehow "assigns" one ones' "Life Task". Just my choice.

When something important is misstated, or the actual datastreambytes are re-defined for the sake of currently fashionable sentiment, it can give rise to all sorts of reverberative dissonance in meaning, and can actually be more disinformative than enlightening. I choose my words carefully, therefore, because transmission of data from a higher knowledge source is an awesome responsiblity, one which perhaps I take a bit less lightly than most. Which is not to say that I don't get it wrong sometimes as well.

"Michael Teachings" Comment For Troy

Dude,

Because you have left me no other way to get in touch with you (I tried joining your website on various occasions, and have attempted to e-mail you, but you make it less than easy to get back to you) I'll just drop a note here, because you always seem to be aware of my postings soon after I do post.

First, let me just say that I consider you to be the best of the current lot of Michael Channels online. The statements I am attributing to the Michael (things like "The creation is perfect.") have been channeled REPEATEDLY by channels on the "Michael Teaching" website. Don't blame me if both you and I disagree with their channeled statements. The moderator of that site hounded me unmercifully in personal e-mails accusing me of all sorts of imagined transgressions of that site's policies when I attempted to engage in a colloquy with others there (I have saved these personally insulting e-mails, BTW, in case my veracity with regard to their existence is questioned). I know you have had problems with this person, and a few of that site's denizens, as have I.

If you bother to read back through my blog, and not just focus on my recent postings, you will see exactly where the Michael and I differ. One big point is that I BELIEVE THE "FALSE PERSONALITY/WAKING CONSCIOUSNESS" IS A LIVING BEING THAT IS SACRIFICED EVERY LIFETIME FOR THE EVOLUTION OF THE ESSENCE. Michael has repeatedly, through various channels, stated that this is NOT the case. Hence our disagreement. (Mchael and I)

My humor is self-deprecating in nature, and I'm glad you picked up on my self-immolative intimations. Well done. My teachers always told me that the way to learn to levitate was to think of yourself lightly, right? I'm certainly never offended by anyone questioning my opinions, but my veracity should speak for itself.

We got no beef, buddy, that I can see. I would suggest you re-read my post: "List of Channeled Beings" and realize (as most Michael channels and students seem NOT to be able) that there were reliable channels long before the Michael Teaching, and Michael does not have a copyright on "cosmic truth", as it were (nor even on most of the "Teachings" systemetology/phraseology - the very similar Seth material pre-dates the Michael stuff). There are a host of beings that have been truly channeled (some of whom are delineated in my post) Michael being only one of many.

May your feet tread light on your path, - Jondalf (a fellow student of the 'Channeling Arts');{>

The "Michael" Police

To whom, etc,
(but most especially students of the collected teachings of the collective disembodied Entity, "Michael");{>

I've been a conscious channel for 40+ years. I learned to channel the Akashic (by observing and listening to a guy named Stephen Gaskins, in the '60s attending a group called "Monday Night Class") long before the Orinda group. CQY was a friend of one of my oldest childhood friends, and I have been able to 'get' The Michael since I was a child. I studied the "Seth" material before the Michael Teachings and I consider myself a ' Yarbro Fundamentalist'.

If you're a Michael student and curious about who and what I am, and my POV, JUST ASK MICHAEL! My Overleaves (but NOT my "Life Task") were channeled by Ted Fontaine in 1995, and vetted by me. A previous posting: "List Of Channeled Beings" was compiled by me, FROM MEMORY (no Googling involved) in response to a question from the moderator of one of the major "Michael Teaching" sites (who hounded me from the site after I started to state some of my 'disagreements'). The list is of beings with whom I have either communicated or channeled personally, or of those whom others have attested they have ("Principle of Charitable Interpretation/Benefit of the Doubt" notwithstanding);{>

And, if you read between my lines over the course of this blog, you realize that The Michael and I happen to disagree about some important aspects of "The Creation", as repeatedly delineated by The Michael through various channels. I don't trust most Kings and/or Warriors, anyway (I generally wouldn't consult them for advice on much other than "noblesse oblige", or Martial Arts, respectively) and I certainly don't take everything The Michael says, as most Michael students and channels apparently do, as Gospel. According to The Michael, one IS supposed to question everything, even The Michael. Remember the "Shroud of Turin" fiasco?

I have never claimed to be a professional, or even an accomplished Michael channel. I HAVE channeled Michael infrequently, but I get too much static in my 'tuning', as it were, and I don't channel for other people. I DO however, answer questions put to me, about esoteric subjects, to the best of my ability, and if that includes channeling Michael, The Nine Diamond Faced Masters, Groucho, Brother Bartholomew or the Akashic, so be it. Occasionally I'm even successful.

Sometimes I feel like one of those those folks who try to present an independent view of Scientology, from an informed POV, when I question some of the Michael Teachings doctrine/dogma, which I have studied for more than three decades. Especially when I'm challenged and asked questions like: "Who channeled that for you?"- as though I need to vette my own perceptions, or insights, or 40+ years of metaphysical studies. I reserve the right to have an opinion about everything, as should everyone else. Some opinions may just have a "mythic resonance" (as Burroughs said) like it or not. To each his onus, eh?

Hey, if it works for you, use it, if it doesn't, go do something else. - the Dalphe

Backstory To Thislife: "Life Task"

What is your "Life Task"?

My life task: First transcend (for perspective's sake) then subvert, the dominant paradigm. (A 7th Level Mature Lifetime demonstration/performance evidently intended to be somewhat ancillary to the alchemical maxim: "Solve et coagule".)

The backstory: Approximately 250,000 years ago, our planet and 27 others close to us in this spiral arm, seceded from the "Galactic Union" in a movement dubbed the "Luciferian Rebellion" (by the Bible and the Urantia Book). The "bone" of contention in this disaffectation of allegiances was hubris. A charge leveled by each side at the other.

Without re-hashing the arguments of each side, for the sake of brevity, suffice it to say that I believe I was one of the original human rebel theorists. (I'm a Gnostic, not a Satanist, by the way. I believe that the "creator" - the "Demiurgos" - is evil because there is so much suffering in this Universe. Gnostics hold IHVH in contempt for contravening the "Doctrine of Ahimsa": That NO living being should EVER be sacrificed!)

I remain loyal to that rebellion, as I understand it, to this day. Most all of my incarnations seem to be predicated upon the notion of the effectiveness of a long-term multi-temporal struggle to achieve success over millenia with carefully executed stratagems and influences. A vector-sum calculus of probable timeline nexial convergences and permutatively efficacious interventional material manifestations. A guerilla war fought on through entire Cycles of incarnations, chronologically speaking.

Thislife, I was selected by the CIA in 1970 at UC Berkeley to be part of an infamous "Black Op." named MKULTRA. I was subjected to a decade long series of tests and attempts at behavior modification by covert agents and agencies. A lot of people at the time (unbeknownst to them) were. My second "handler" went "native", BTW, and left the CIA, defecting to the counterculture he was sent to infiltrate (hippies) and in the process bringing a bunch of documents called "The Gemstone Files" with him - but that's another story. This was the "transcend the dominant paradigm" portion of thislife's task.

Even before, and since then, I have in been influencing people in the "subvert the dominant paradigm" portion of thislife's task. I grew up on the California coast (Pacifica) started surfing in 1959, built sufboards and skateboards for a living for many years, became something of a legend ("Thrasher" magazine capitalized upon my semi-infamy) and engendered a "tribe" of devotees that ignore gravity and are hardcore anti-establishment types: skateboarders.

This is the way my incarnational influence manifests, usually unbeknownst to me. If I knew what I was doing, I'd probably blow it (or, as William Burroughs states in 'Naked Lunch' - a book about the beginnings of MKULTRA when Kerouac, Ginsberg and Burroughs were given drugs by the CIA and paid to write about their effects - : "The best agent is an unconscious agent.") I only become aware of my influences in hindsight.

Anyway, that's the condensed version. Also, IMNSHO, I would generally take "The Michael's" (of "The Michael Teachings") pronouncement of one's 'life task' with a 'grain of salt', as it were. The Michael is a spokesentity for the Universal status-quo, I believe. Witness The Michael's frequent contention that: "The creation is perfect."; and juxtapose that thought with MY contention that no creation that allows the agonizing deaths of thousands of less than 6 month old infants from dehydration and malnutrition daily could EVER be considered "perfect" by any rational being!

I have been able to tune my brain to the frequency of the 'Entity' "Michael" since I was a child, but my "inner truth sense" always alerted me to the fact that a lot of pronouncements by this collective disembodied being were a Causal Plane Entity's OPINION, and not necessarily the 'ultimate' truth. Such an Entity, self announced as being comprised only of former incarnational Roles of Kings and Warriors (not the Roles to which I personally would apply myself were I asking for metaphysical advice or "truth", ya' know?) is not one whose corporeal track record of truthtelling recommends it as a source for unsullied data.

Well then, I hope this rather narcissistically prolix diatribe ("This is your Department of Redundancy Department");{> answers your question. I learn a lot of things in hindsight, it seems, so I have no choice BUT to stay interested, you see. In any event, be well. And, as usual, I admonish: ALWAYS speak "Truth to Power"!

- Jondalf
7th. Level Mature Sage (w/Priest ET)
Goal of Growth
Passion Mode
Attitude of Spiritualist
Moving Part Of Intellectual Center
Primary CF of Self-Destuction, Secondary of Stubborness

Darksnarkeyness

Hofmann's Potion (1/6) (On YouTube)

One thing Hofmann's potion taught me long ago was that any belief system that posits causality for any "evil" as existing only on the material plane (as in Politics) is way erroneous, and is only chasing epiphenomena - effects, not causes.

People like Stephen Hawkings, Bayes and Hilbert have since proven me, and most Gnostic Sages like me (even though most Physicists and Cosmologists don't quite realize it yet) to be correct in our conclusion that there is SO much suffering on the physical because the "Demiurgos" constructed it that way, and any discussion of repressive forces in corporeal existence that ignores such a conclusion is basically simple sophistry!

IOWs: Bush and Cheney and their Neo-Con ilk are just puppets for the true forces of Darksnarkeyness, whose real existence is 'beyond' physical.

- the Dalphe

Dissappearing Bees And World Food Prices

Why hasn't anyone noticed the connection I wonder? Just a thought . . .

Osama Bin Laden Seen In Riyadh?

Why is it that whenever I try to 'remote view' OBL I get the image of a clean-shaven, short haired businessman in a western suit coming out of a dialysis facility in Riyadh, Saudi Arabia?

And why do I also get the distinct impression that both the Saudi government and the current US administration know exactly where he is? Weird, huh?

Another Day, Another Timeline

The "making-it-look-like-it-just-rained" guys had been at it again,and when I woke up and opened the curtains, it did.

Everything looked normal enough. The trees that were supposed to shed their leaves in the fall had, and the leaves were littered all over the lawn, Halloween coloured and curling. The sky was overcast,low and grey. Winter was fast approaching and you could feel it in the air, so at least the season had remained the same, you never knew.

More importantly though, crane my neck though I did to peer out both the curved Victorian bay windows that comprised most of the corner cupola that was my studio, there were no wormholes in sight. So far, so good.

"There are two ways to travel from one Universe to another.", I remembered my Sensei saying, as he and I walked the path that wound through the forest of tiny crystalline trees that filled the Europan canyon sparkling bright blue from refracting light of the huge disk of roiled Jupiter above.

"You can jump yourself from whenwhere you are, to somewhenwhere close," and I remembered the sudden grin on the tall monk's face as he concluded: "or you can drag the entire universe with you as you go, bumping the pre-existing one somewhenwhere else. I'll leave it to you to decide which is preferable."

As I always did, I wondered which way I had traveled last night.

Whitley Strieber has a good explanation of the way it seems the multiverse works at:

http://www.unknowncountry.com/news/?id=717

Now, if we can just escape from the oppressive spiritual paradigm that is imposed upon our culture by adherents of the religiosity of ignorant skin-tent dwelling savages who mistook technological advancement by visitors to our planet as apparitions of divinity millenia ago, we MIGHT begin to be able to direct our own destiny and take our rightful place as self-aware and responsibly conscious citizens of a pan-dimensional, pan-temporal multiversal reality.

Continued wallowing in self-induced Neo-Con blindness to the true nature of human existence on a pan-galactic scale is the greatest threat to our National, and Terrestrial Security possible, IMNSHO. Because, if you view every manifestation of extra-terrestrial intelligence as some divinity to be worshiped you have given up defense against possible hostile forces before they even become apparent, AND if their very existence is kept secret for fear of upsetting pre-existing religious misconceptions about the very nature of such incursions you have surrendered to the possible subliminal psychological warfare that has prepared the way for surrender to invasion by these same forces.

Any dogmatic protestations and assertions to the contrary should be seen by our Scientific and Intelligence National Defense Institutions for what they are: Treason to the US Constitution, and to the future of the Human Genome, Species and Race! What's more important: "World Free Trade" supported by "Cargo Cult"/"Supreme Being" religious mythologies or the survival of humanity?

"Ye shall know the Truth, and the Truth shall make you free." Why worship aliens beings, mistaken for gods by barbarians thousands of years ago, or allow those who do to lead a free people?

Stupidity or delusion, especially by democratically elected leaders, in the face of possible threats to The Republic, IS treason!

The Michael Teachings: "the creation is perfect"

Recently, Michael (the channeled collective disembodied entity, Michael, not the Archangel) has become quite strident in their (collective, remember) attempts to communicate their OPINION that the Universe is perfect, contrary to the beliefs of most compassionate beings in existence (Buddhists, Gnostics etc) One of the central tenets of the MT (Michael Teachings) is the attempt to practice, and/or embody "agape", or 'unconditional love'. This is all well and good, I guess, but - agape, eh?

G. W. F. Hegel had a list of types of relationships (teacher/student, sun/planet, master/slave etc.) that was pure Michael (actually pure Akashic records, but most Mikey channels don't realize that Mike is just another conduit, full of filters, as are we all, to the Akashic) that categorized most "love" relationships, and guess what?: 'unconditional' is RARELY that! Personally, I have practiced agape to the best of my ability for many years and being a saint is a tiring, and quite frankly, overrated pursuit. It is because of this singularly unrewarding and unappreciated experience that I have come to appreciate the line: "No Love wasted on ingrates!"!

Having come to the belief that a lot of what we are TOLD is "important", by supposed 'higher knowledge sources' is simply self-serving propaganda meant to reinforce their own power bases, and/or support the multiversal status-quo, I tend to believe that if you are not part of the solution, you are part of the problem, and that every being that does not contend that the sacrifice of every human being, every lifetime, in the name of "soul growth" is a monumentally obscene system that needs to be transcended ASAP is a manifestation of "Shaitan" (Babylonian for 'the adversary', from whence the poor deluded xtians have derived their boogeyman: 'Satan') and should be treated as such (part of the problem, that is) - not with tolerance and forgiveness - but with steadfast resistance and educated counteractive knowledge dissemination, and collectively consensual positive creative visualization of a more compassionate paradigm.

I believe that the line: "I have come to relieve all mankind of suffering." demands of us all no less than this. Suffering is NOT borne of desire, as much as it is built into the very architecture of the multiverse. But, what has once been constucted CAN be renovated. Or, failing that (worst-case scenario) can be used as a model for improvement the next time around. That's my story and I'm stickin' to it!

Bin Laden, Bush and Misdirection

By the way, Osama Bin Laden is STILL in Saudi Arabia, where he has been, with the full knowledge of the NSA\DIA for the past three years, and ANY other remote viewer could tell you the same. You just can't get good dialysis facilities into a cave, you know, so the whole "jihad against bad Pakistani president pronouncement" is just misdirection, for which the mindless American public will fall, as anticipated by the cynics in the Neo-Con/reptilian alien cabal.

Why doesn't anyone else seem to remember the news reports from within the last year that Al-Qaeda offered to trade the whereabouts of the leader of A-Q in Iraq for a "hands-off" policy on pursuing Bin Laden, and that within a month of those reports the deal had been done, A-Q in Iraq had to replace their euthanized assassin, and the "hunt" for the 'boogie-man' continues, to no avail (just as agreed).

There is a theory, held by myself and some other psychics for some time now, that people like Bush, Cheney and Rove, who are so obviously acting in a fashion SO arrogant, and SO "Un-American" (IOWs so NOT in the best interests of the American PEOPLE) that they are demonstrating that they have been compromised by 'alien' interests.

There also is agreement amongst many psychics that there is a 'temporal war' ongoing between humans and their allies, and a race of evolved reptilian aliens originally from one of the Draconis solar systems and their allies, and that the "Dracs" have the ability to influence the sub/unconscious of selected human beings, without the human's knowledge. Why else would politicians and "captains of industry" be pursuing governmental/corporate policies and courses of action that are destroying Earth's ecosystem, and compromising our global ability to protect ourselves from threat of possible (actually long since existing) invasion by species hostile to humanity (by covering-up ALL evidence of the existence of extra-terrestrial/extra-dimensional life/possible enemies)?

Obviously, to a rational being, the probability of threat to our species from outside our biosphere is major. Anything from a large wandering asteroid to an invasion is possible - YET ANY SUGGESTION TO THAT EFFECT IS RIDICULED! Well, here we have the first indication of anti-ratiocinative influence altering objective thought, and threat assessment.

This conclusion has been covertly embraced by many members of our National Security apparatus, who cannot overtly accede to their positions, because their bosses have been compromised, and that the current administration has been taken over by anti-human forces.

There once was a television series called: "The Invaders", with Roy Thinnes, where those humans compromised by the aliens could be identified because they couldn't bend their little fingers. In the same fashion, I'm sure everyone has noticed Bush's aphasia, and the same abnormal brain activity in Cheney and Rove and others. This is one of the signs of a compromised human being. It's like George W. has to listen to some inner dictation, and if he loses the thread of what's being fed to him, he can't think what to say. Think about how many people have made the statement that: "Bush (or Cheney, or Rove etc) doesn't seem to be in to seem in touch with reality". They aren't, quite literally.

Also, as well as being subject to making irrational decisions and then trying to justify them with 'doublespeak', and suffering from aphasia, while speaking in public or communicating in real-time, those compromised cannot use, comprehend or even learn the use of synecdoche, metonymy, paronomasia or polyentendre`. This is how they're identified, and identifiable.

So, listen to the news, watch interviews of powerful figures, and decide for yourself why a human being would make decisions that would adversely effect the ongoing viability of the ecosphere, and the human race itself.

The "Rockford Proof" Strikes Again

So, still no sign of Steve Fosset. At this point, some 'unidentifiable' remains will have to show up sometime soon, but reproducing the specific plane wreckage and distributing it (a problem with rescue efforts proceeding at night, which was not anticipated when Fosset was first snatched) is proving difficult for the 'temporal agents', and their 'unwitting' allies - all of whom REALLY screwed this one up!

'Our' Steve Fosset has been sequestered on a parallel timeline and may be allowed to be reunited with family (off our timeline) surreptitiously at some time in the future, when adequate cover scenarios have been put in place. Unfortunately, this event is a 'crux' ('a nexus of convergence of lines of future probability' - and, as such, the reason I noticed the temporal tampering in the first place) from whence future timelines diverge/proceed, and its permutative complications were preventable, if it had not been for the (typical) hubris of the agents and agencies involved.

I have previously elucidated the particulars of what I have come to call the "Rockford Proof" (Jim Rockford, TV detective, looks for friend's missing poodle, which he is convinced has just run off, as dogs will do, when a thug in a muscle-car attempts to run him over in mid-search, thus convincing Rockford that there is foul play involved in the pooch's disappearance) and - sure as dogshit sticks to your shoes - after posting my initial 'take' on Fosset's situation (my initial post was on the day after he flew, although it's been edited since then) for the first time since I purchased my laptop over 15 months ago, my virus software TURNED ITSELF OFF while I was online, but away from my desk, and there have been stealth rootkits (pretty sophisticated government/corporate betas or better) on my hard drive ever since: QED, the "Rockford Proof"!

Fosset Runs Afoul Of NSA/Draconians

As a 'remote viewer' I thought I'd better get a timestamp on this intuitive epiphany: Steve Fosset, as of this time and date lost with a small plane somewhere in Nevada, saw something the night before his disappearance that piqued his curiosity and led to his flight into the purview of the NSA and our government's cover-up of some of their dealings with 'aliens'. As of this morning, the selective amnesia behavior modification administered after Fosset saw much more on his flight than the NSA would allow him to recall was apparently not going well, so chances are that, unless wiser officials prevail, his crash and death will be staged in order to tie up this loose end. All in the name of "National Security".

List Of Channeled Beings

Three recent postings in response to questions on some of the Yahoo group sites of which I am a member:

1) Re: List of Channeled Beings
Dave, here are few you missed (apologies in advance for my opinionated take on some of these - feel free to extirpate any NSHOs) - Jondalf

"Brother Bartholomew" - vetted by Seth as actually existing as a sentient 'outer-space' energy vortex. Multiple books, videos, etc.

"James" - only one book that I know of: "The Book Of James",former incarnate human being I believe, now kinda like Ramtha (you get Ramtha?) in that James seems unaware of the existence of his Entity

"Lazarus" - many books and groups, most notably Neil Young's wife'group. Neil's: "Talks To Angels" was about some of their experiences. Had a negative experience with that group many years ago as they tried to manipulate a friend of mine. No info on noncoporeal status.

"St. Germaine" - channelled by 100's over 100s of years. Still a corporeal being, 500+ years old. The supposed spiritual motivation for some of the most world's most opressive cults, "The Church Universal and Triumphant" being one of the foremost of these.

"Gabriel of Sedona" - Leader of the "Aquarian Concepts" cult outside Sedona, Arizona. Professes to be the reincarnation of the Apostle Paul. Rewrote: "The Urantia Book", a formerly wonderful channelled manuscript (An, N.A.A. book - No Apparent Author, like OHASPE, one of my alltime favorites)

The Urantia Book - brought to you as a piece of automatic writing by the Archangel Michael, 2000+ pages of some of the most awesomely coherent descriptions of the Universal Administration (complete with organizational charts). A complete history of this planet (Urantia)a 'life experimentation module' with Jehovah as the Head Project Geneticist, and the Angels as the Lab Techs and Assistantprofessors. 27 other planets in this section of the Milky Way and ours seceded from the Galactic Union during the Luciferian Rebellion and we've been blockaded ever since. This is why we only get visits from 'outlaw' alien races. Hundreds if not thousands of groups worldwide.

OHASPE - another NAA book which I will not tout. I don't want some fruitcake Koresh wannabe ruin my favorite channeled manuscript. Out Of Print

"The Nine Diamond Faced Masters" - gotta be the LEAST known of allchannelled beings. First heard about them from a Lemurian Priest OfMelchezidek who had forgotten how to get back inside Mount Shasta. They appear, when they appear, to corporeal beings as sentient, levitating, telepathic Platonic Solids (Tetrahedron, Cube, Isohedron etc. They are 'n'th dimensional (12?) and live on the other side of (through) the Sun. They are the 'CAUSE' behind the process of crystallization (EFFECT) which is a fractal interference impingement pattern caused by the proximity and/or presence of their non Hilbert geometries (Baynesian non -commutative perhaps?)on our Euclideanspace and sensorium. Can initiate Solar flares on request. I have never found anyone else who can communicate with them, until today,on the "Channeling" website. I just recently did a google search and the only other people who even remember that these beings were worshipped by the Greeks are either Members of The Golden Dawn (of whom I was one) or devotees of the Temple of Set (American Satanists). And neither of those groups conceptualizes of them as sentient. To my knowledge the gentleman I came across today who channels them in my old home town, Sedona and the American Southwest Hopi Tribe (shamen only) know who and what they are. If ANYBODY else could try to tune in these wonderfully wise but appallingly powerful beings, I would be mighty grateful. Maybe then the NSA and DOD will leave me alone. That's all I have for now, - the Dalphe

2) Re: List of Channeled Beings
A few more channeled beings:

Kuan Yin - Chinese Goddess and Manifestation of Mercy. No info. Haven't known anyone to channel her since I left Sedona.

Vishnu/Krisna - convinced Prince Siddhartha to become the Buddha, using Siddhartha's charioteer Arjuna as channel, on the eve a battle, in reply to the Prince's musings about having perceived a 'subtle truth' but not knowing if attempting to communicate it would do anybody any good, by saying that "People are like lotus flowers growing in a pond. Some will grow to bloom above the surface of the water, some on the surface, and some below. But if the light you shed on the pond causes just one flower to bloom above the suface, or on it, then it will have been worth it". (paraphrasing I am)

I AM - whole movement based on this being, no other info.

Pan - the word 'dithyrambic' (extemporaneous and worshipful poetry) is descriptive of the channeling, through sacramental alcohol intoxication, of Pan: a "Satyr" who was an ancient Greek divinity, half-man half-goat (two legged, cloven hooves, horns) of whom the Christian made their "Devil" ("The god of the old religion becomes the devil of the new"). Not to be confused with "Satan" (actual word supposedly Babylonian: "shaitan" meaning "the adversary" ) or Lucifer, 'fallen' Seraphim and (according to the Urantia Book and other sources) leader of the 28 planet revolution that severed Earth from the Galactic Union.

Aiwass - ancient Egyptian Priest, ascended to demi-god status, dictated "The Book Of The Law" and the Doctrine of Thelema, to Aliester Crowley.
The Bab - martyred in 1850, founder of the Bah'ai Faith

Kali - female Hindu diety, channeled through her worshipers the "Thugee" (source of English word: thug) who, as assassins (sacramental hashish users), used crimson strangling cords to kill unbelievers as means of worshiping her.

Moroni - Angelic being who channeled the Mormon religion through Joseph Smith.

The Muses - Calliope, Clio, Erato, Euterpe, Melpomene, Polyhymnia, Terpsichore, Thali and Urania. Greek demi-goddesses, each with their own artistic purview that when channeled would inspire human creativity.

Mary, mother of Jesus, through manifestations such as that at Fatima.

And MY personal favorite: GROUCHO! ("Say the secret word and the Zen duck will come down and give you 50 koans.")

According to some Western and Eastern Mystery Traditions, ANY 'Godhead' can be channeled through humble aspiration to, diligent meditation upon, and imaginative assumption of, the specific Aspect and Attributes of that God concept.

I could go on and on - and probably will. Say goodnight Gracie. "Goodnight Gracie."

(Oh, and don't forget to "Transcend The Dominant Paradigm" today);{> - the Dalphe

3) Re: List of Channeled Beings
Hey folks,Here are some more channeled beings that I left out of my previoustwo postings in reply to Dave's request for more: I must apologise for my Caucasian, 1st World bias in not immediately listing the world's most frequently channeled beings:

The Obas, and Rishis - of Voudoun, and Santeria and related religions the very basis of whose worship involves the channeling ofother-than-physical presences. What can I say? I am humbled by my own lack of insight here.

Rael - channeled by various folk. Basis for the teachings of the Raelians.

Meher Baba - Many books and groups. Little or no info.

11:11 - Info about ascension, channeled by Solara. Numerous groups and websites.

Gaia - Channeled by Dr. Elizabeth Ann Harder in her book: "Many WereCalled,Few Were Chosen" About a group of beings, of whom I believe myself to be one, that reincarnate in perpetuity, in order to assist and defend the Earth's planetary consciousness Gaia.

Stephen Gaskin - Akasha. The basis of the book: "Monday NightClass" (and author of many others) A class in channeling, held at the Family Dog in San Francisco in the late '60s.

The Pleiadeins - by Barbara Marchiniak in her books, beginning with "Bringers of the Dawn". Many books and websites.

Future - Starfire Tor. The Host of the Inter-Dimension Yahoo group. A trans-dimensional visitor from the future.

Jimi Hendrix - by Frank Marino (Mahogany Rush) The morning after the night Jimi died Frank awoke to a facility with the guitar he had never possessed. He believed, so the story goes, that he was channeling Jimi's talent ever afterward. (I, and other musicians to whom I have talked, believe that at times we were channeling discarnate musicians during improvisations).

Mescalito - plant spirit, associated with the use of Peyote, written about by Carlos Casteneda as having been channeled by Don Juan.

Mothman - various legendary appearances and a movie explicative of those, called: "The Mothman Prophecies"

White Buffalo Woman, Red Cloud, Chief Joseph and others. Channeled by various Native Americans over the past 100 years.

Heaven's Gate - info channeled from "spider-aliens" hiding in the tail of comet Hale-Bopp led to mass suicide of members.

Pele - Hawaiin fire-goddess. Speaks thru various Priests of the Native Hawaiin religion

Various - Robert Monroe, author of numerous books and founder of The Monroe Institute

Interzone - William Burroughs in the book, "Naked Lunch".

The Sidhe - Irish Fairy folk, channeled by William Butler Yeats,member of the Order of the Golden Dawn, and famous poet.

Morgana La Fey - Arthurian legendary witch, channeled by variousEnglish Wiccan practitioners down through the ages.

Living Sun - an AI, supposedly written by students at the University of Hawaii, that managed to get posts on the early Internet automatically written through various sources.

For the past week I have felt like the Whoopi Goldberg character in the movie "Ghost" with all these entities clammoring in my mind's eye for attention. Hope that's everydissembody, - the Dalphe

Mathematical model for detection of fractal impingement of "n" dimensional non-commutative geometries on Hilbert space

If our world were being/to be effected by the impingement of a (theoretically possible) higher than 4th dimensional being/object, how would we know? Can we produce an effective mathematical model for the identification of such an occurrence, and, based upon our current level of quantum technology , can we build a software/hardware device that will verify the hypothesis and the effect? To begin, we need an assertion, kinda’ like:

“Mathematical model for detection of fractal impingement of "n" dimensional non-commutative geometries on Hilbert space.”

I believe we can then proceed, starting by following the links generated by the using the title above as a search phrase (mnemonimemetic algorithm).

I already know that the ‘objects’ to be detected exist. A few others believe me, because I’VE been able to use myself as a detection device, of sorts, and demonstrate my ability to interact with these “anomalies” by having them effect changes in the 4 dimensions of our sensorium in response to my requests. The results have been for too convincing to ignore, but too far beyond modern scientific paradigms to acknowledge.

These types of discoveries have occurred before, but rarely to someone as unlikely as myself. And my life’s history is assuredly no paragon of either empiricism or erudition in the ‘hard’ sciences. And, truth be told, my discoveries have been more due to an assiduous dedication to the consideration of data from an intuitively sensitive perspective, than from an fundamentally sound research methodology. It’s the “I dreamed of a snake eating its tail last night and conceptualized the structure of the benzene ring today based upon that inspiration” school of scientific development, I guess, and anyone who knows how that
neuropathological epiphany was induced might have a clue about how I was able to utilize the ‘cognitive harmony’ (the opposite of cognitive dissonance) to which I was led through our government’s experiments upon me in the ’70’s.

What is so funny about that whole can of worms is, at least in MY case, everything the leading behavioral psychologists (Leary, Alpert et al) of that era said could possibly be done with these new wonderdrugs has been, more than those who are in a position to know can EVER admit. Imagine their chagrin at the notion that the Earth’s 1st ambassador to the most advanced (read powerful) extraDimensional beings with whom we’ll ever be able to communicate is a recidivist ‘‘60’s casualty’ New Age Libertarian Sage with a penchant for ‘fallen’ Angels whose nickname is Jondalf (and who‘s best work, like Tesla, and von Nuemann, and Riech, will be so antithetical to our government‘s concept of circumspection that even though it will be used - no mistake there- it‘s THAT important - it may never become part of what you learn in school). Go figure. Vonnegut couldn’t have written a better (or more ironically outrageous) story.

A Prophet Not Without Honor

Read this whole multifariously sententious publication, and guess what?

http://flux.aps.org/meetings/YR01/DPP01/abs/S400.html -

It's the best evidence I've found in a while that justify my wondering if our university scientists have been encouraged to just re-engineer their apparatus -lengthy but meaningless research into the parameters and protocols of plasma confinement - AND NO EVIDENCE ANYWHERE THAT THIS ONE OF THOSE 'CLUNKY DONUTS' WAS (my former LLL, Shiva - Nova Project experience and bias for inertial confinement is showing here, after MANY years, even though the duplicity of running a miniaturized 'Neutron Bomb' testing program under lab conditions and then funding and justifying it under the auspices of the D.O.E. as "fusion reactor energy research" always struck me as a quite typical example of hubris rather than a concern for 'National Security" - Oh, and by the way, whilst working in my basement assembly workroom downstairs from the room with the Test Chamber, one day a test was done, with full knowledge that a few "expendable" types such as myself had NOT been warned of our impending irradiation. Work for the government, become an experiment was the prevailing logic those days, but . . . I digress) ACTUALLY BEING USED IN ANY KIND OF QUANTUM EXPERIMENT! THIS IS GETTING CURIOUSER AND CURIOUSER! I WONDER IF C.E.R.N. IS ON "DUMBDOWN" DUTY AS WELL?
I miss scientists as genius crackpots! Men like Edison, and Hughes, to be sure, but the ones whose disappearance left us defenseless against the possibility that the real nature of physical reality could be SO odd, 'normal' people couldn't conceive of it, were the men like Tesla and von Nuemann, whose genotype, along with most of the records of their many years of work for our government, seems to have been successfully subsumed by a mitochondrial stagger toward big tits and beer bellies! If folk like The Raelians, various 'and sundry Beatniks, New Agers, Shastafarians', and the occasional 'little grey'/human hybrid like me are the last line of defense against the truly ALIEN, would someone make sure and turn off the last streetlight as we're run off the planet, and outta the local galactic neighborhood, 'cause I've done all I can, and I'm gonna make the best deal I can with one of the more friendly visiting groups of offplanet types and leave you all to your self-important delusions about how technologically superior beings, appearing to wandering tribes of barbaric SAVAGES as examples of 'Divinity' 6,000 years ago, should to this day be WORSHIPPED for having discovered Warp Drive!
"Keep you doped with religion, and sex and TV - and you think you're so clever and classless and free. Well you're still fuckin' peasants as far's I can see. Because a 'Working Class Hero' is SOMETHING to be! So if you want to be a Hero, well just follow me." J. Lennon
(to this very day our government has kept appx. 93 pages of FBI and CIA files about John Lennon classified in the best interests of our "NATIONAL SECURITY"). 'Ship Of Fools - Sail Away From Me', my life of attempted devotion to a Bardic influence for the "greater good" has met with little critical acclaim ("One should either BE a work of Art, or wear one." - O. Wilde) but, if I WERE appreciated by the 'masses', then I wouldn't be esoteric now would I?
'Ach, Johnny We Hardly Ken Ye". - the Dalphe

My Former Selves' Disdain

My former selves (ghosts, 'false personality' resonant fragments, whatever) chide me continuously for my loneliness. They remind me that I have almost always had enough to eat, a roof over my head to ward the rain and chill, and books (treasures, to a Sage, priceless beyond imagination, to be dreamed of and sought for in past lifetimes) yes, BOOKS! All the books in the world at my beck, and still I pine for a woman to share my joys and sorrows . . . it seems my desire for a mate is held in low esteem by those whom my Soul sacrificed in incarnations prior to this one, and my perceived petulance when surrounded by the things that THEY most desired when THEY were alive is hard for them to abide. They think me weak. So be it. I make no apologies. We all suffer, have suffered and will suffer for our Souls' sake. My plight is no less painful than theirs, though they see it not, so I thus live with their disdain ringing in my mind, every second of every day and every night. Slainte`.