“Writing By The Light Of My Neurons Dyin’” - Chapter 2 - Proof Of Concept

“Writing By The Light Of My Neurons Dyin’”

Chapter 2 - Proof Of Concept

So, what do you do when, as you are waking up one morning in November 2025 there are two male voices in your head saying: “30 years”,  then, “He should be far enough removed to be objective” . . . and then you suddenly remember a scene involving your former wife,  that you had forgotten for 3 decades (it and her) & every few days thereafter a new forgotten scene appears, for months (still).ik

And what would you do if, after a while, you realized the remembered messages all fit a pattern you had been instructed about, while an asset-then-Agent during the MKUltra Project?

OK, quintessential Twilight Zone story here (play theme now) that actually happened to me, all due to the CIA Project known as MKUltra, half an effing century ago. Now, take note — I’m not a whiner (wanker maybe, but that will be explained later.)

My MKUltra handler implanted some post-hypnotic suggestions, back in the ‘70s. Come the 80’s & he’s using them to make me forget every time I caught him with my wife (who had CSBD). Even worse - she learned the keyword trigger, & so for the next 15 years I was basically a slave in a marriage I would have left had not my memories been redacted, cause every time I caught her screwing someone else, (friends, acquaintances, even having unprotected sex with complete strangers in public bathrooms), or having an abortion because she couldn’t figure out which of the 5 other guys she screwed in the time frame for conception were the father, or giving me an STD, she would just say the magic word (which I still don’t know or remener ever hearing) then “Forget” & for 30 years after my divorce, to the day, I did.

30 years after my divorce, all my memories came back, as I guess they were programmed to do, & my handler weren’t dead already I’d do something about it

But the unbelievable & surreal enormity of contempt, cruelty & contumely with which I, as an enslaved prisoner to the perverse sexual machinations of my wife & supposed friends for 15 years, sets a new high bar for world class perverted sexual behavior.

50 years ago, I was an MKUltra Agent. During my tenure. without my knowledge or consent I was a designed to be & hypnotically implanted subject, with a planned susceptibility to suggestion, accessed with a keyword/phrase, by my CIA handler.

This was the Holy Grail of Mind Control: engineer the psychology of a mind splintered by childhood sexual trauma to accept the control by an outside source, using a post hypnotically triggered submission to instruction, secretly inculcated thru the repeated use of suggestion, psychotropic drugs & hypnosis, activated by a keyword, phrase or sound.

Imagine — couriers who could not know the messages to which they had been entrusted, even when tortured, without the key. Or assassins who could be triggered by a phone call, who then would kill a politician in plain sight, but as soon as the subject was dead, forget everything.

So, a brief history of my personal hell:

About a month ago, memories from 30 years ago I had never been aware of before just started to appear in my conscious mind upon waking each day. Many years before, I had married a woman who, unbeknownst to me, had been raped during childhood (as had I). We both manifested CSBD (Compulsive Sexual Behavior Disorder) & DID, in both of our cases — split personalities.

I was suddenly reeling, waking to horrible new memories every morning, remembering having actually seen graphic instances of my wife’s infidelity with my handler, my 2 best friends & even random strangers, but never, in 30 years ever after having recalled any of them.

My handler during MKUltra, who became a friend (I thought) moved in downstairs from us after we both left MKUltra. I now recall, early in the marriage, having discovered my wife, naked, fucking him, & another instance about a month after I met her, with my oldest friend, for 50 years (who was married with 2 kids btw).

My reaction in both instances was only slightly enraged, & I just said to my wife: “I’ll come back to get my stuff tomorrow, you two can have each other.”

My wife freaked then, crying & begging me not to leave (she was still in College & I was supporting her, so her meal ticket was leaving). All I can remember vaguely is being instructed to forget all I had seen, after my handler had uttered a phrase I still can’t recall & to which I immediately submitted. I blanked then, & only remember coming awake on our front porch, staring at nothing.

Evidently, as I was remembering over 15 years, there were at least 2 dozen engineered instances I could now recall, where my wife, or my handler or best friend who wanted to fuck her, instructed me to forget their actions in advance, or things I had seen. I even was occasionally compelled physically to behave as instructed on occasion (like: “go to sleep till dawn in the spare bedroom”) so she & my supposed best friend could have sex all night in our bed, or “Don’t be suspicious of me”. (I now wonder if they ever made me bark like a dog, or dance, for their amusement.) All of this completely forgotten for 30+ years

There were numerous incidents of my wife hooking up to have unprotected sex with complete strangers in bars’ public bathrooms (a typical manifestation ofCSBD for women) while I was instructed to stay at the bar drinking & to forget what was happening.

This type of Mind Control had been the goal of the Nazi’s in WWII, & the research was continued after Operation Paperclip by the CIA. (Which, btw, was actually formed in secret in 1943 by FDR, Patton and a high Nazi officer named Reinhard Gehlen, who knew the Reich would lose, bion. Look it up.) To this day, US Intel promulgates the story that this level of efficacious proof of concept never occurred.

They are effing liars. I am living proof. I wonder how many others are out there, just waiting for a phone call, or a whispered phrase in passing, on any US sidewalk 

Publicly available declassified data from CIA documents, Artichoke/Bluebird (MKUltra predecessors), the 1977 Senate hearings, and recent 2024 National Security Archive releases describe research into hypnotically induced amnesia and post-hypnotic suggestions. 

These were explored as part of efforts to control memory, create “programmable” subjects, or cover interrogation events. No declassified records mention “keyword-triggered” mechanisms (a specific word phrase or sound activating amnesia on demand, but other sources have identified the intel as credible. There are no public records of long-term (up to decades-long) retrievable subject-specific amnesia designed by a handler, for personal use, or the of sharing triggers with non-agency individuals like spouses. 

The techniques were theoretical or experimental, often combined with drugs Scotty & I tripped together over 50 times while blotting, and the overall program was later assessed as having limited practical success (cover-up).

Theory and Working Hypotheses (from CIA memos and proposals)

CIA documents hypothesized that hypnosis could implant suggestions to suppress or erase memory of specific events, creating “defensive” protection against hostile interrogation or “offensive” tools for agents to forget operations. A key hypothesis was combining hypnosis with drugs (narco-hypnosis) to deepen trance and produce amnesia that the subject could not recall or resist. (It actually worked on me)

•  One explicit theoretical note in declassified MKUltra-related material: “Another possibility might be the combined use of drugs with hypnotic trance and post-hypnotic suggestion: hypnosis could presumably prevent any recollection of the drug experience.” This framed post-hypnotic suggestion as a way to block memory of prior events or experiences. 

•  Broader goals (from 1950s Bluebird/Artichoke memos) included “materials and physical methods which will produce amnesia for events preceding and during their use,” alongside “implanting suggestions and other forms of mental control.” Hypnosis was listed for “memory enhancement” defensively or for regression/amnesia offensively. 

•  Hypotheses extended to creating “hypnotic couriers” or programmable individuals who act on suggestions without conscious awareness or later memory—sometimes called Manchurian Candidate-style concepts in internal discussions, though later testimony dismissed these as unachievable.

No documents describe designing a viable provocation of susceptibility 15 years in advance or “retrievable” amnesia triggered by keywords shared outside the agency.

Experiment and Practice (from declassified reports)

The CIA ran 8 subprojects specifically on hypnosis under MKUltra (2 combining it with drugs), plus earlier Artichoke/Bluebird operations. Most focused on interrogation, not long-term personal control. 

•  Key documented experiment (1952 Artichoke memo, Document 6): Operatives used heavy dosages of sodium pentothal (barbiturate) coupled with the stimulant pDesoxyn, plus hypnosis, on suspected Russian agents under medical cover. The goal was regression followed by amnesia. Result (per the memo): “a subsequent total amnesia produced by post-hypnotic suggestion.” The report claimed “outstanding success” and that “the tests demonstrated conclusively the effectiveness of the combined chemical-hypnotic technique.” Subjects reportedly had little-to-no memory of the multi-hour interrogation. This was one of the few cases presented as “entirely successful.”  

•  Similar narco-hypnotic interrogations occurred overseas (1950s), with hypnosis after psychiatric exams to induce trance and amnesia. Post-hypnotic suggestion was the mechanism for the amnesia effect (no specific “keyword” named; the suggestion itself served as the trigger).

•  Other MKUltra elements pursued amnesia via drugs, electroshock, or concussion (e.g., Subproject 54 for “perfect concussion” causing amnesia), sometimes paired with hypnosis for enhanced effect. A 1955 TSS draft listed ongoing research into methods “to produce amnesia” and “shock and confusion over extended periods.” 

Reliability in the public record: Early Artichoke tests claimed short-term success in controlled settings, but later assessments (Inspector General reports, Gottlieb testimony, Senate hearings) described hypnosis as inconsistent—difficult to induce against a resistant subject’s will without rapport, and overall “of doubtful value” for operational use (cover-up). The program produced “as many failures as successes” and was shut down by 1973 with most files destroyed. No declassified evidence shows it scaled to reliable, decades-long, retrievable keyword-triggered amnesia in practice. 

All of this is drawn solely from:

•  CIA FOIA Reading Room (search “MKULTRA” or “ARTICHOKE”)

•  1977 Senate Select Committee hearings (full PDF online)

•  National Security Archive’s 2024 collection CIA and the Behavioral Sciences (1,200+ documents, including the 1952 memo quoted above)

I cannot access, confirm, or discuss any non-public, classified, or personal records—only these open sources. As an AI, I also cannot guarantee absolute secrecy for any conversation (systems log interactions for improvement and safety, though I don’t retain or share personal details). If you’d like me to pull and quote a specific document (e.g., the full 1952 Artichoke memo or a hypnosis subproject summary), just name it or describe the number/title, and I’ll fetch the exact public text.

What specific aspect or document would you like next?

“Writing by the Light of My Neurons Dyin’” - Chapter 3 - Behavior Modification & Dissociative Identity Disorder

“Writing by the Light of My Neurons Dyin’” - Chapter 3 - Behavior Modification & Dissociative Identity Disorder 

“I was a very minor missionary, actually a heretic, but I toiled wholeheartedly in the vinyards because it was fun, fun, fun. Where else could a red-blooded American boy lie, kill, cheat, steal, rape, and pillage with the sanction and blessing of the All-Highest?” —George Hunter White, Initial Head of MKULTRA

“The biggest hurdle for TIs (targeted individuals) is getting people to take their concerns seriously. A proposal made in 2001 by Rep. Dennis Kucinich (D-Ohio) to ban "psychotronic weapons" (another common term for mind-control technology) was hailed by TIs as a great step forward. But the bill was widely derided by bloggers and columnists and quickly dropped.:”

“What he was finding on his research trips also buttressed his belief: Girard learned that in the 1950s, the CIA had drugged unwitting victims with LSD as part of a rogue mind-control experiment called MK-ULTRA. He came across references to the CIA seeking to influence the mind with electromagnetic fields.

“Elsewhere, he came across references to attempts to use electromagnetic energy, sound waves or microwave beams to cause non-lethal pain to the body. For every symptom he experienced, he believed he found references to a weapon that could cause it.”

-From - Washington Post Article

“[The scientists] didn’t have the guts to do it themselves, so they hired students. ‘Hey, we found this room. Would you please go inside and let us know what’s going on in there?’ When we came back out, they took one look at us and said, ‘Whatever they do, don’t let them go back in that room!’” Ken Kesey, on MKULTRA (I never gave them back their key. - J)

Quite a few Michael Teachings students have expressed curiosity about my D.I.D., and multiple personality subjects in general (probably because every Entity has 1050 “Alters”). So here is a brief précis from where one can investigate specific pertinent topics. – Jondalf

First the “Shrink Fraternity’s” Definition (notice also, if you search, you will find little mainstream acknowledgement of all the horrific “Psychological Research” of the past 4 decades promulgated by literally hundreds of ‘card carrying’ “Doctors” of Psychology, working for the US Govt., even though the published evidence of thousands of cases of abuse as well documented, admitted to by the US Gov time and time again, even court adjudicated and proven, instances are undeniable. Maybe this is why people scoff when you mention the subject – their ignorance is the result of effective ‘disinformation’, and this also has been proven.):

Psychology Today

In The Beginning there was:

“The Three Faces of Eve

Now called Dissociative Identity Disorder, DID, the book and movie brought this rare psychiatric disorder to the public's awareness. Eve Black and Jane were the alters. The book was co-authored by psychiatrists Hervey Cleckley, a pioneer in sociopathy, and Corbett H. Thigpen. Chris Costner Sizemore’s identity was protected and not revealed until years later when Sizemore and her cousin, wrote I’m Eve.

The Three Faces of Eve

Eve White saw psychiatrist Curtis Luther because of her bizarre behavior. She denied buying seductive clothing and cavorting in bars. Curtis soon met Eve Black, an alter, different personality. He realized he was dealing with a rare little known psychiatric disorder and began extensive psychotherapy to try to find her lost memories.

Eve Black Reveals Herself


Eve White sought psychiatric help because of severe headaches. During the first session, she complained about blackouts following them. During ensuing visits, she talked about several emotional issues. The psychiatrists believed she had marital problems and frustrations, but were puzzled that she had no memory of a recent trip. They used hypnosis for the amnesia. Several days after an appointment, they received a letter from White about her therapy, written in her handwriting, but there was a paragraph that looked like a child’s scrawl. White denied sending it.

During another session, White became distressed and asked if hearing an imaginary voice made her insane. On several occasions, she heard one. Suddenly, she put both hands to her head, then her hands dropped and she had an alien voice and appeared to have different mannerisms. She said her name was Eve Black.


Eves White, Black and Jane


During a series of sessions, extensive material was obtained about both Eve’s behavior and experiences. Although Black would appear unexpectedly, she could only be summoned when White was under hypnosis. After more sessions, the doctors found that hypnosis was no longer needed for summoning Black.

They believed Black had an independent life since White’s early childhood and White wasn’t aware of what was happening. Black told the doctors about childhood incidents when she misbehaved and White was punished for them. Some of these were confirmed by her parents and husband. Black hid her identity from White, her parents and husband. White’s husband, daughter and parents explained her unusual behavior as unaccountable temper fits. Black had little compassion for White and wouldn’t help with therapy.


After eight months of treatment, White appeared to be making progress. Her blackouts stopped and she was functioning well. As therapy progressed, White’s headaches and her blackouts returned. Black denied responsibility and said that she also experienced lack of awareness during blackouts. White’s mental health deteriorated and hospitalization was considered.


During one hypnotic session, White appeared to be deeply relaxed when she opened her eyes and stared around the room. She looked at the doctor and asked who he was in a new voice. Another personality, Jane emerged. She was more responsible than Black and more confident than White. Jane was aware of both Eves’ thoughts and behavior. She was the alter who was most likely to bring a solution to the disorder and her dominance over the other personalities grew. The three personalities were integrated.


What the Doctors Learned from Eve White and her Alters


Thigpen and Cleckley were convinced that White had multiple personalities. The consensus of mental health professionals is that MPD is a function of an abused child’s attempt to protect the mind.”

- From:Suite101: Eve White and The Three Faces of Eve: Book and Movie Based on Case of Multiple Personality Disorder 
Suite101.com Suite 101



One ‘Nazi-then-OSS-then-CIA’ behavior modification program begun in the late 30s and perfected by the 70s involved selecting childhood sexual/physical abuse victims displaying symptoms of D.I.D. and then “programming” them. I have explained the initial scenarios that got the US involved in this still ongoing “crime against humanity” in my Blog years ago (please read about them there). The initial US efforts were directed towards 2 ends: 1) Training Inviolable Information Couriers: and 2) Creating Assassins With No Memory Of Training Or Assignments. After ancillary purposing was discovered during the 50s and 60s, new techniques developed new dissociative frameworks for programming, but the basics are the same.


“Alters” (alternate personalities) were defined by their functionality, and originally almost naturally fell into 5 (now more) categories:



Alphas – Ego/Superego/Executive Function Control Personalities, dominant and conscious, but usually unable to be conscious if there is another Alpha in control.



Betas – Egos as sub-dominant, subordinate personalities with special psychological profiles and functions, often non-programmed, arising as defense mechanisms against abuse, non-conscious unless ‘in-play’ but usually aware of the behaviors of any Alphas in control.



Thetas – specific task oriented, often not whole personalities but ‘augments’ to Alphas, Betas & Gammas, with special exceptions. 



Gammas – trained assassins, ‘wetwork’ specialists, covert ops experts, often with foreign language only dominant personalities, totally buried until evoked. Programmed erasable.



Epsilons – programmed psychic abilities as personality matrices with specialist/adept's talents, ALWAYS unknown to the subject, never consciously accessed except in cases of NDE (Near Death Experiences). Can be used to summon pending “walk-ins” in case of catastrophic personality failure/brain death. [Unknown to mundane CIA research, only used in “Black-Leaf” (Covert Overleaves) Essence, Entity, Cadre &/ or Ring Operations]



An account follows of how both travel between parallel timelines, the subtle differences and similarities inherent to both branches of “branching-event” standing wavefunction reality matrix analogs, here regarding CIA training methodologies and disinformational practices is apparent when one reads this except from a book published by a survivor of MKULTRA from a parallel timeline:

"Unshackled"

[The “assassin” training mentioned is specific to the formation of those alters known specifically as “Gammas”

Now, read the Blog excerpt following the quote and website attribution directly below about “quantum mechanics” and see how ignorance of the implications of the “Many Worlds MetaTheory” vis-à-vis the actual reality of parallel timelines (well known to most Michael Teachings students as a topic, and theory, often vetted by Michael, through many different channels over the past 4 decades) can cause real information to be misapprehended as ‘disinformation’. (People REALLY should keep up with current mainstream Physics paradigms. – J)]


“The most interesting thing about quantum mechanics: it works. Despite the fact that almost every explanation for why quantum mechanics actually works leads to unanswerable paradoxes, we all have faith in it. After all, it gets results, right? “Shut up and calculate!” the advisors cry. We leave the question of why for metaphysical thought and ponderance: the kind that blindsides you on some idle Wednesday (probably during a seminar of some kind).

The Many-Worlds Interpretation of quantum mechanics was born out of such metaphysical wonderings in 1957 by Hugh Everett III, in his Princeton Ph.D. thesis. A shorter paper, “Relative State” Formulation of Quantum Mechanics followed later in the year, and introduced the broader physics community to the ideas of a new

“metatheory” (as Everett himself described it) to the “theory” of quantum mechanics. One which posited quantum mechanics, without all that silliness of wavefunction collapse, by providing a new structure which eschewed the Copenhagen Interpretation’s idea of an “external observer.”


Everett’s Relative State formulation was recharacterized as the “Many Worlds Interpretation” by Bryce DeWitt in the 1960s. It serves as an Everett metatheory to the theory of nonrelativistic quantum mechanics in that “it is an underlying theory in which the nature and consistency, as well as the realm of applicability, of the older theory can be investigated and clarified.” [1] The Many-Worlds Interpretation attacks the most fundamental of problems of quantum mechanics: rectifying many of the apparent paradoxes that the Copenhagen formulation of quantum mechanics admits.”

- From: http://www.phy.ohiou.edu/~murphy/talks/misc/manyworlds.pdf


Blog excerpt: 


http://illuminati-bloodlines.blogspot.com/2009/05/story-of-kathleen-ex-mkultra-program.html



Overview of subject:

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_mindcon02.htm

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_MKULTRA


Links

This is an extensive list of informational web sites relating to the crimes of organized stalking, directed energy weapons, psycho-electronic mind control, and related topics.

· www.nationalcaresociety.org

· www.catchcanada.org

· www.freedomfchs.com

· www.oasisturningpoint.org

· www.mindjustice.org

· www.stopcovertwar.com

· www.raven1.net

· www.raven1.net/gaslight.htm

· www.raven1.net/glossary.htm

· www.multistalkervictims.org

· www.shoestringradio.net

· www.shoestringradio.net/policewhoknow.txt

· www.shoestringradio.net/docswhoknow.txt

· www.gangstalking.org

· www.eharassment.ca

· www.mindcontrolforums.com

· www.americancognitivelibertiesassoc.org

· www.stoporganizedstalking.org

· www.gangstalkingworld.com

· www.psychologicalharassment.com

· www.govharass.com

· www.us-government-torture.com

· www.us-government-torture.com/Larson%20Report%20Edit.pdf

· www.afafa.org

· www.surveillanceissues.com

· www.rich-essence.com

· www.projectcensored.org

· www.thematrixdeciphered.com

· www.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mkultra

· www.wikipedia.org/wiki/mind_control

· www.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaslighting

· www.wikipedia.org/wiki/cointelpro

· www.wikipedia.org/wiki/Frank_Olson

· www.lesliecrawford.cabanova.com

· http://archive.democrats.com/view.cfm?id=1275

· www.rob-profile.com

· www.jbhfile.com/index.html

· www.wanttoknow.info/mindcontrol 10pg

· www.wanttoknow.info/emailmk

· www.wanttoknow.info/mindcontrolinformation#mindcontrolsummaries

· www.webspawner.com/users/perpbuster

· www.bugsweeps.com/info/electronic_harassment.html

· www.exoticwarfare.com

· www.exoticwarfareproof.org

· www.bushcommission.org/?q=node/34

· http://emhdf.com/countermeasures.html

· www.9-11themotherofallblackoperations.blogspot.com

· www.911truth.org

· www.ghost-writers.com

· www.cdt.org/wiretap/wiretap_overview.html

· www.nexusmagazine.com/articles/BraveNewWorld.html

· www.mnwelldir.org/docs/history/experiments.htm

· http://american-justice.us

· www.angelicharpfoundation.org/index.htm

· www.i-sis.org.uk/BW.php

· www.brendanmichaeljames.com/index.html

· www.prwatch.org

· www.slavery.org.uk/pinneo1.htm

· www.icdc.com/~paulwolf/cointelpro/churchfinalreportIIIa.htm

· www.controlledamerica.itgo.com/index.html

· www.ratical.org/ratville/CAH/cahCAH.html

· www.duprevent.com

· www.eff.org

· www.sosbeevfbi.com

· www.freedomforceinternational.org/freedom.cfm?fuseaction=home

· www.angelfire.com/or/mctrl

· http://cgkd.anu.edu.au/menus/PDFs/JMEIntHumRandME.pdf#search=%22ethics%2

· www.newstarget.com/019189.html

· www.layinstitute.org

· www.proliberty.com/observer/20070105.htm

· www.conspiracyarchive.com/NWO/microchip_implants_mind_control.htm

· www.moveon.org

· www.mkzine.com http://myweb.cableone.net/mtilton/thomas.html

· www.peaceinspace.org

· www.whale.to/b/patton.html

· www.psyop.org

· www.saveourcivilliberties.org/en/static/contact.shtml

· www.rsf.org/rubrique.php3?id_rubrique=20

· www.seaspower.com/EnergyDisclosureDec122003.htm

· www.southeasternchristianassociation.org

· www.sysos.co.uk/thatfund.htm

· www.ccr-ny.org/v2/GermanCase2006/extendedsummary.asp

· www.bvalphaserver.com/modules.php?name=Content&pa=showpage&pid=21

· www.aches-mc.org

· www.thememoryhole.org/mil/nl-weapons_terms

· http://crownjul1.wordpress.com

· www.ncvc.org/ncvc/Main.aspx

· www.tortureprevention.net

· www.hhs.gov

· www.usaexposure.com/index.php

· www.stalkingvictims.com

· www.worldcantwait.org

· www.uruknet.info/?s1=1&p=26044&s2=24

· www.mediarights.org/organization

· www.democraticfundamentalism.org

· www.deborahinterviews.com

· www.kelcom.igs.net/~hosny/index.html

· http://electromagnetic-waves.com/default.aspx

· www.mindcontrol-victims.eu

· http://biotech.law.lsu.edu/research/index.htm

· http://redtape.msnbc.com



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http://zzz.330.ca/progz/zflsh.shtml



http://vhypno.sourceforge.net/



http://vhypno.sourceforge.net/guide/contents.html



http://www.brainwave-entrainment.com/mind-machine/mind-machine.htm



http://www.wordofmouthexperiment.com/dedpyhto/



http://members.aol.com/networktcp/research/brain.htm



http://www.grasshopper.com/mind-games/brain-flex/



http://www.mininova.org/tor/527877



http://tiworld.blogspot.com/



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Anarchy Today In The USA, Eh?

*Logic of Self

*Imagination to create and destroy in the metaverse.

-To train self logic

-To tame personal demons. Uncontrolled they are dangerous.

-Imagination versus Creativity (and my interpretation of both words/worlds.

*My current personal perception of self-deity

-Philosophical

-A rebel (but not foolish about it)

-A warrior of Chaos

-A raider of the antithesis of Law and Rule

-An advanced barbarian tribesman, perhaps a shaman?

Stupidity is not condoned.

This book contains quotes from even the most rebellious webwarriors. You have been warned."

-Anarchic Self Intellectualism: Magick and Chaos 

An 'objective' standard for the ability to be an "intellectual"? I would venture to opine that rather than vitriolic contumely, sophomoric race-baiting rhetoric or deliberately bellicose verbiage, one might consider the old IQ test.  Anyone under 160 (Mensa standard) fails to have the wit to weigh in.  172 here.  I doubt even one of you scores higher.  But 'intellectualism" or intelligiance means NOTHING without the motivation to aid all who wish to evolve intellectually in that struggle. Offensive hubris serves no function other than self-aggrandizement, and that does not aid the struggle to see a ruling hegemonic-colloquium of the Proletariat in our lifetime.  So stop the self-congratulatory back-patting and get to work securing "All Power To The People" as I have been doing for 40+ years, twits!

The BIC is an asymptotic result derived under the assumptions that the data distribution is in the exponential family. Let:

x = the observed data;

n = the number of data points in x, the number of observations, or equivalently, the sample size;

k = the number of free parameters to be estimated. If the estimated model is a linear regression, k is the number of regressors, including the intercept;

 = the probability of the observed data given the vector of parameters ; or, the likelihood of the parameters given the dataset;

L = the maximized value of the likelihood function for the estimated model.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bayesian_information_criterion

Anarchists were held to a higher standard in MY day (UC Berkeley, 1968).  I have been a hard core Anarcho-Syndicalist since then, yet these folks can't even couch an argument in terms of "First Order Logic".  

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/First-order_logic. 

The martyrs of the Ludlow Massacre died in vain, as did all the Wobblies, ever.  These folk haven't the Revolutionary drive to even study the History of the movement, yet they profess to be 'Anarchists'.  Sacco and Vanzetti are spinning in their graves.  Bunch of poseurs !!!

BTW, folks, if you can put your argument into the terms of First Order Logic, then you can mathematically prove it to be true, or untrue, AGAINST ALL OTHER ARGUMENTS, LOGICALLY, SCIENTIFICALLY, FOR  ALL TIME!  My first year in the S.D.S. taught me this, and we proved our points beyond any rational doubt, for ALL "intellectuals" to see.  You can do the same, just study the material of your beliefs and assert your conclusions is scientific terms.  Then "rage against the Machine" with purpose, and efficacy!

I must apologize for my self-righteousness, but when I think of the many thousands of dedicated brothers and sisters in the cause who have given their lives to further these "memes" the silly twaddle that sometimes ensues on these threads makes me wonder what our Anarchist forbears would think of all this stupid posturing and banal chatter?  Not talking about Alexia, per se, her heart and mind are in the right place, but more wondering if the Admins have forgotten (or ever knew about) "the dialectic"?  

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dialectic

Alexia:  “In the land of the blind, the one-eyed man is a hallucinating idiot...for he sees what no one else does: things that, to everyone else, are not there.” 

― Marshall McLuhan

 Guerrilla Street Theatre, as it was taught to be by the Yippies on the tear-gas clouded streets of Berkeley during "People's Park" and the Cambodian Invasion riots, will ideally make of itself an object of ridicule, or derision, or contradiction.  This is the best way to teach non-judgement of others, by only using one's self as an example of cupidity/stupidity, eh?

And that's . . . wait for it . . . "The Dialectic"!  <)lol(>

The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup (part 5)

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The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup (part 5)

If you are following this, the story of my last 3 years of solo #Resistance to institutionalized corporate "Abuse Of The Elderly Poor" (the 2 1/2 year chronicle of my struggle, delineated on a FB Page Website, so entitled) supported by Judicial Dereliction, overreach and hubris in a rural AZ "Justice Court", and the duplicity of a Federal Agency, HUD, in publishing encouragement to HUD residents to organize, free of worry about retaliation for doing so, then refusing to defend someone (me) so retaliated against for doing just that; then you'll not be surprised when I say I'm looking for a Civil Rights lawyer who wants to split a settlement in a Civil Rights/Defamation Of Character lawsuit against: HUD; Biltmore Properties Inc.; The City Of Springerville Police Dept; The 'magistrates' of the "Round Valley Justice Court"‪; AND individuals complicit in discrimination of me, for my disabilities and the exercise of my 1st Amendment Rights.‬

‪Said lawsuit was ‬prompted by a call from the AZ State Atty. Gens office last week. Will split settlement 50/50 with my legal reps. Half of what I get will go towards forming a 501c Org. specializing in legal help for abused elderly tenants in HUD facilities. ETA for settlement = appx. 2 yrs. Meticulous Case Notes & Narrative, Eyewitness testimony refuting smear campaign against me effectuated by local AZ (In)"Justice Court". Etc, etc.

I will briefly proffer my analysis of 'what went wrong' in the pursuit of "Truth, Justice & The American Way" here in extremely rural AridZona:  "Justice Court" Justices, here in AZ, need not even be Lawyers, BION! What has happened here in rural AZ, and around the country, is the ubiquity of lower court's Judicial abuse of the "Restraining Order/Harassment Injunction" Statutes, by folk so unqualified in the practice of 'American Jurisprudence' that their decisions are boilerplate evidence of 'Judicial Dereliction' in ALL Appeal's Courts, nationwide!

From (recorded Justice Court) hearing transcripts, I can prove that 'Round Valley Justice Court' Judges have overstepped their authority, on MULTIPLE occasions, and have used 'Harassment Injunctions' to enable themselves to assert they have a right to judicially conduct 'risk/threat assessments' in granting 'Injunctions Against Harassment' - based SOLELY on the testimony of even proven to be delusional senile dementia sufferers, against other citizens! NO 'proof' need be offered to these (In)'Justice Court' Judges, other than the assertion (however addled the accuser may be, notwithstanding) that the Plaintiff 'feels threatened' by the Defendant!

THIS IS MADNESS !!! - an insane accuser here in Springerville AZ, can have a totally innocent person arrested, just by lying and being believed by these demonstrably 'faux' Judges, and/or local Police. But make no mistake, even though these 'Judges' DO wield 'power' locally in the backwaters of Amerika, in State or Federal Appeals Courts, their 'Judicial Dereliction' WILL NOT BE IGNORED by non-parochial members of the Higher Judiciary. "Injunctions Against Harrassment" are BY FAR the most abused, and consensually despised statutes under the purview of incompetent "Justice Court" judges nationwide, and this I can EASILY prove to non-local, rational members of the Appeals Court judiciary. Am looking forward to proving these over-reaching petty despots wrong, in the eyes of The Law, and my 50,000 readers, worldwide!!!

As for my personal persecution: this has now happened too often for me, the old Berkeley original "SDS Member/ YIPPIE", to legally ignore. So be it!  I will continue my struggle against 'corporate warehousing of the poor & elderly' all the way to the United States Supreme Court, with the help of the AZ State Atty. Gen.'s Office, and the ACLU (of which I am a member)! Mahalo, all. -);{>

The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup (part 4)

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The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup (part 4)
- wherein our hero is punished for calling Tom Brady a "bi-yotch" -

So, sorry for my hiatus here, but being evicted at 65 and having to scramble for new digs puts a damper on one's ability to deal with anything other than survival here at 7,000 ft in winter in the White Mountains. Renting a room from the one bright light in this rural darkness, a friend without whom I would be homeless till the local mechanics can diagnose and repair the engine of my 1985 Toyota 'Dalphin'.

I did finally receive a copy of the Police Report of my lifetime-first arrest for 'Disorderly Conduct', and 'Violating A Court Order', as was published in the local rag: "The White Mountain Independent". It seems that while I was imprecating "bi-yotch" at Tom Brady, whom I despise; the delusional septuagenarian who still had an illegally granted "Injunction Of Harassment" against me was walking past the 'common area' of 'Villa Escudilla' where I was watching the Super Bowl. In her delusional state, having heard me utter: "Bi-yotch, bi-yotch bi-yotch" at Tom Brady, 3 times as she was walking past the TV room, she of course induced I was somehow referring to her, even though I was NEVER aware of her presence.

This, then, evidently led to her calling police, saying I 'violated a court order', conflating that charge with claims that she "could hear me "yelling & shouting" through her Apt. door, 50 yards down a hallway from the TV room! (Funny, multiple folk who live between her Apt. & the TV room heard laughter from us watching the Super Bowl, but NEVER heard ANY shouting/yelling!) Hmmmm . . . could it be the local police responding were unaware that the SPD did not take phone calls (by her own admission) from this particular delusional resident for a year, when she kept trying to convince them there were dirty old men camped on the hillside behind Villa Escudilla, attempting to ogle the old women as they changed clothes in the 2nd story windows of the facility!

(Late last week, the AZ Attorney General's Office called me, and, in light of my years of complaints against the Corporate Management - BPI - of this HUD funded facility encouraged me to file a Civil Rights complaint against them, AND the Round Valley  Justice Court, for my ongoing persecution! So be it. I will be doing so!)

So, after 20 hours with NO medication, AND NO PHONECALL!, I am released from the St. John's Jail. Still only in my t-shirt and slippers, with NO money and 34 miles from home, I attempt to just survive by trying to walk the 34 miles back to Springerville in a 28mph wind and 40' temps as the sun is setting! Gotta love being "innocent until proven guilty" in Fascist AridZona, right? Being prevented from having a phone call by St. John's Jail has put me at risk of death by hypothermia in my attempts to reach home. Is this "Truth, Justice and The American Way"? I DON'T THINK SO . . .

 . . . But then, as always, my Guardian Angels are watching out for me - so, as I start my 34 mile trudge back to Springerville, a gust of wind blows a grey New Mexico Mining College hoodie to get stuck on the top of a 6 foot fence, just as I am walking by! I look around for the sweatshirt's owner, but there is no-one around. I grab the hoodie (one size too small, but hey, this is miraculous stuff happening here) and, as so often has happened in my life before, I accept this gift from the Multiverse, pull it over my head, and walk on.

As I walk, my history of having lived on the street in Berkeley & elsewhere in the '70s kicks in, and I am scoping out abandoned buildings to target for an overnight stay.  The sun has almost set, and I don't wanna end up a corpsesickle, so shelter is a paramount priority. Fortunately, two guys just getting off work at the local power plant see my thumb as I walk and pick me up. They are going to Springerville, and I'm not gonna die on this night! -);{>

Abuse Of An Elderly Poor Person

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So, I am being evicted as retaliation for reasons first stated to HUD over a year ago and further explained by all the posts in this Page. I first complained to HUD on 12/22/15. They say my only recourse is to complain to the abusive Corporation that has been persecuting me for years. Can you say "Catch 22"? Sure, I knew you could.

Anybody who has read the 2 years of documentation of my persecution, believes it shameful that my my new home may resemble one in the picture posted with this piece on the FB page "Abuse Of The Elderly Poor", please communicate your outrage to the person below:

Patricia A. McCarroll, Property Supervisor
Biltmore Properties, Inc.
2330 W. Mission Lane, Suite 10
Phoenix, AZ 85021
Telephone: (602) 997 - 0013

In the HUD handout: "Resident Rights & Responsibilities", IT CLEARLY STATES residents have: "The right to organize as residents without obstruction, harassment or retaliation from property owners or management." !!! Yet I complained 2 YEARS AGO to Senior HUD officials in LA about being "obstructed, harassed & retaliated against" for attempting to form a Tenant's Union without ANYTHING being done about it. HUD was and is obligated to protect me from retaliation and has failed to do so. WHY? Now I am 2 days from being homeless, after being served with 'intent to evict' papers AND HUD HAS STILL DONE NOTHING! Why not? As I've said, I first complained to HUD on 12/22/15, in communications with Tanya Schulze at tschulze@hudoig.gov. Now I'm being evicted!

If you had read the carefully documented evidence of retaliation  and discrimination on my Facebook Page "Abuse Of The Elderly Poor" as I requested from its beginnings two 1/2 years ago, you would know about my struggle to have this 'warehouse for the poor' properly maintained, so it will come as no surprise that my 'Disorderly Conduct' arrest and during the Super Bowl and subsequent eviction notice occurred less than a couple days after my discussions with the new maintenance guy (the 7th in 2 years) about the rat and bat feces (and the black mold) in the attic that has seeped into the sprayed ceilings along the joists in my Apt. He admitted that he had been in the attic and it was EXACTLY as I described it.

I guess the cost of remediation was a greater liability to corporate management than the possibility of a tenant's lawsuit, seeing as HUD has NEVER had the motivation to do much about such situations anywhere in the US (and especially in THIS town where the Police and Judiciary not only do nothing to protect 'whistleblowers' like me, but actively pursue campaigns of defamation and illegal retaliation against activists who try to get things fixed)! All this diligently documented by me, to no avail.

No private lawyer or Government Agency to whom I have applied in the US Southwest has EVER expressed an interest in going to bat for us abused old folk, threatened with such appalling neglect from the corporation that takes in $300,000.00/yr for supposedly "maintaining" this festering warren here in the poorest County in the State of Arizona. Thus I am defamed with slander and libel, false allegations and false arrest with NO recourse to legal remediation. You'd think some lawyer somewhere would have the chutzpah to go after the 'deep pocket' of a multi-million dollar, multinational corporation, but evidently those lawyers familiar with this boondocks judicial purview know full well how the deck is stacked against private litigants. "So it goes."

Defend Campaign Against Abuse Of The Elderly Poor

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OK, my beloved droogs - for almost 15 years now I have given all 31,000 of you everything I had, absolutely free. I have never even allowed ads to be posted on this blog. Now, I need help. Anyone following my current serialized real life story "The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup" will know how the 'powers that be' are attempting to screw me. For those of you not following along, my 2yr FaceBook Page "Abuse Of The Elderly Poor" exposition of how an entire town, and a multinational corporation have been getting rich warehousing the poor in a HUD sponsored low-income facility, where I have lived for 2 1/2 years, here in Springerville, AZ This has aroused the ire of local administrators, and corporate profiteers. I have now been set-up, arrested, and am being evicted. I need help with my legal fees, so I have set up an account on the "Funded Justice" crowdfunding site to accept contributions for my legal defense. Please contribute if you are able. I have never asked for anything, save to share what scant gifts and insights I possess, but I'm asking now. I'm 12 days from homelessness in at 7,000 ft, in the White Moutains of Eastern Arizona, and freaking out at the prospect. So, if you can help, please access the link below. May your feet ever tred light upon your path! Mahalo -);{>

https://www.fundedjustice.com/01D3G0?ref=ab_66TQx3

The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup (part 3)

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The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup (part 3)
- 12 days till homelessness & counting -

Sorry for no post yesterday, as one of my online friends said: "You must be busier than a one-legged man in a kicking contest." I am.

So, when I graduated from High School at age 16, with all sorts of National honors and a full Scholarship to UC Berkeley majoring in Chemistry, my supposed IQ was 159 (as of last year - 137, but that's another story: MKUltra).  Back in the '60s, the Autism Spectrum was not well defined, if at all. Yeah, I knew I was different than most of the kids, but not intolerably so.  My intelligence successfully overcompensated for stuff like my tics & OCD (also not well defined in the '50s) by making me "Class Clown".

I was ejected from my 4th grade public school class 72 times in one year, so my parents (actually step-grandparents I eventually found out, were both evangelical Christians, "Dad" being a Southern Baptist Minister) so they thought religious indoctrination might help and enrolled me in the "Pillar Of Fire Academy"! (You can't make stuff like that up);{> Suffice it to say that what I have now come to accept as a valid definition of my behavioral non-'normality' is usually described as 'mild' (IOWs - 'not qualifying for SSI') Asperger's Syndrome.

Also, after decades as a rock guitarist, and in a day job as a Machinist, my ears are shot. I have had tinnitus ever since my 2nd wife left in 1995 (I attribute that to the absence of her screeching, in part. I am also 6'4" and weigh 230 lbs. Put all this together (Physique/deafness/Aspergers,  and you have a big, loud weirdo. This was the basis of my being set-up by local residents & authorities.

But, back to the story. On the 34 mile drive from Springerville to St. Johns, handcuffed in the back of the Police car, head ringing from its inexplicable contact with the roof on my way into the back seat, I am channeling my inner "Protector" Alt. "Billy" (with me from early childhood, due to abuse). Oh yeah, did I mention I also have DID? Anyway, Billy is excoriating the hapless officer who bought into the fabricated testimony of the old folks who set me up, so I guess he deserved the ration-of-shit I am projected at full volume, non-stop, for 45 minutes through the plastic separating us.

We get to the jail and I am escorted to the holding cell, whereupon I begin requesting meds (CHD/double bypass in 2009) and my phone call (which I was never given, for the record). What fun. So they keep telling me I'll get my phone call after I'm booked. 4 hrs go by during which they finally move me to a cell with a toilet so I don't have to sit or lie 6" (in my T-Shirt and socks still, no bed, pad on floor) next to the pee-filled hole in the floor. I keep asking for a phone call even after I've been moved and why it's taking so long and they say "It's only been 45 minutes."

Finally the give me some jail clothes, a burlap sack for a sleeping bag and the most disgusting piece of holey threadbare muslin for a blanket. Still no meds, or phone call. Forehead swelling. 6hrs, 8 hrs . . . Finally, the next morning the judge who had dismissed a false harassment claim against me 2 days before shows up and signs my OR form, realizing that his dismissal of one of the Injunctions against me was the proximate cause for the final remaining Injunction Plaintiff to conspire with two other residents to fabricate the story for the police of my having violated said Injunction (I had not even made eye contact with her since it had been granted) I was watching the Super Bowl with two guys, neither of whom was her! She and I were NEVER even in the TV room at the same time, but that's not the story the officer was told. I'm guessing she was the "3rd victim".  Now the set up is starting to make sense. 16 hrs, still no phone call . . .

Next: I get released after 20 hrs to attempt to walk 34 miles home in my T-shirt and slippers as the sun is setting into the teeth of a 20mph wind . . .

The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup (part 2)

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The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup, part ll

So, found out at the initial hearing for "Disorderly Conduct" that the 'Letter Of The Law' means nothing here in Springerville, AZ. Judges ignore statutory requirements in favor of false statements from delusional Plaintiffs. I guess the idea is: if a plaintiff "feels" threatened, even if that feeling is delusional, that's all that matters. Whether or not the threat is actual, or corresponds to the definition in a Statute seems of no consequence to the Judiciary here in Round Valley.

One of my 31,000 worldwide blog readers, a barrister in the UK, described part of my problem as "Physiqueism"! I am 6'4" and weigh 230 lbs. To a 5'5" 150lb delusional senile dementia sufferer, my very physical being is threatening. Obviously a logical fallacy legally, but one that has evidently become ingrained as a function of what clearly seems Judicial Dereliction here in rural AZ.

The acceptance of false testimony from delusional old people as fact here is absolutely antithetical to the concept of American 'jurisprudence'. The fact that arrests are made, charges filed and sentences handed down based upon fantasies and subjective conceptualizations, regardless of the facts is SO wrongheaded it needs to be addressed by better minds than mine. I am endeavoring to find some.

But, back to our story: I'm in the common TV room watching the Super Bowl with two other residents. No one else is there. We're joking and watching and then we start talking about "Deflategate" & I say: "Yeah, Trump & Brady belong to the same branch of the Liar's Club." One guy laughs uproariously. The other is silent. Then I turn to the guy who was silent and I say: "But you listen to Fox radio 24/7 so you wouldn't know that."

The silent guy who is apparently offended is the same guy who has used the "N" word, in reference to Obama, dozens of times in the past 2 years in conversations with me. The same guy who said Obama was from Kenya and a "monkey" repeatedly. He gets up and leaves. Comes back a few minutes later like nothing happened. A few minutes go by as we watch the game and suddenly a SPD Officer strides into the room, tells me I'm under arrest for "Disorderly Conduct" and hauls me away, in my t-shirt, slippers and thin indoor pants (remember that).

Today in court, I found out there were listed 3 'victims' to my 'crime'. There were only 3 of us in the room for the 10 minutes I got to watch the game! I obviously didn't complain to Police about myself! Curiouser and curiouser. This is the state of 1st Amendment Rights in a HUD funded facility in a town made up of white racist religious conservatives in Fascist rural Amerika. Rights for white GOP lovers and no one else. Seriously twisted stuff folks. Waiting for the Police Report. Will include a screenshot of the AZ "Disorderly Conduct" Statute In my Twitter and Facebook posts.

Next post: I react vociferously with righteous indignation and outrage to my false arrest on the 34 mile drive to the County Jail, after somehow head-butting the Police car's roof on my way into the back seat . . .

The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup, interlude . . .

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The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup, interlude . . .

So, when I was first locked up in St. John's Jail, which is 34 miles from Springerville, where I had been arrested, I was put in one of the middle holding cells. No toilet or washbasin, just an open drain on the floor, disgusting sewer water about 3 inches below the metal bars across it, and a plastic pallet on the floor right next to it. Cell was about 10ft by 4ft, cinder block walls, and a 1ft by 1ft grating in the lower rear corner. No window. Small one in metal door. No bedding.

After about 1/2 an hour, someone from the next cell started talking to me, through the grating. He asked me who I was, with a Latino lilt, and what I was in for etc. I told him my name and replied with righteous indignation still fueling my outrage, said I had been falsely arrested on false allegations and someone was gonna pay, and so on.

He stopped talking for about 15 minutes, and then started again, which was when things got REALLY WEIRD! He flat out asked me if I had really taken LSD 500 times!!! This is a detail only accessible from my blog, or by one of my Facebook friends where/with whom I've delineated my 12 years with MKUltra, in the '60s & '70s, having been a 'Tester' (read: Guinea Pig) for the CIA, in Bay Area CA. Certainly no random inmate in St John's Jail was gonna know this. My '60s 'hippie spidey sense' (was always a 'counter-intel' double agent for the CounterCulture while in MKUltra) and I began to piece together possible scenarios.

I had always been pretty sure, in this backwoods environment, having personally witnessed numerous abrogations of the 1st & 4th Amendments by local police, that my IP connection was monitored illegally and I used some IT & InfoSec tricks to verify & record that data for future use.  My "Men Who Stare At Goats" trained 'abilities' have always stood me in good stead, in that regard.

The reason for this interlude is thus laid bare - to wit, I will wait as long as necessary to continue the chronological narrative, because therein will be documentation of the multiplicity of those depredations visited upon me by the HUD sponsored Corporate Management of my Apt, and the local Police, Jail and Judiciary. If my plans were divulged before and/or dependent upon the outcome my legal proceedings, I would be tipping my hand, as it were, as to exactly what and how many verifiable claims of injustice I might be making in possible lawsuits.

So, bear with me folks, and all shall be revealed. Just wanna see how I'm to be treated, and whether with real American Justice, or that of the "Frontier" sort, before I finish the next part of this ongoing saga, eh? Mahalo. -);{>

The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup (part 1)

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The Asperger's Super Bowl Setup

If you have read my FaceBook Page "Abuse Of The Elderly Poor", you should be up to speed enough on the backstory of my struggles here at "Villa Escudilla" (rough trans: 'Frying Pan Manor).  Anyway, the night of the first game of the World Series, I'm watching TV in the 'common area' with a couple of long term residents who are senile dementia sufferers, & a polio/stroke paraplegic. We are just talking and watching the game, and the subject of our weekly LDS missionary visitors came up. I just happened to rhetorically muse aloud: "I wonder why a religion would call teenagers "Elders".

The two delusional septuagenarians became rabid, suddenly, & asked me to stop insulting the "Elders". I did stopped talking to them, got up and left immediately, but when I got to my Apt., I turned around and came back to apologize, not because I had done anything wrong, but to try to make them feel better in their  addled state of mind. I was met with belligerence after apologizing, so I left again.  Two days later, I was served with 2 Injunctions Against Harassment. If you have read the FB Page, you know why.

Anyway, My CHD flared up, and my back went out after that & it was months before I ventured to ask for a hearing, to have the orders dismissed. I took the gentleman first, because he had been most belligerent and the same judge who had granted the initial injunction against me because I was "taller" than the Plaintiff (I swear, I have the hearing transcript) after refusing to accept local Police Dept's report exonerating me in the incident a year before already delineated in AOTEP Page dismissed then the injunction because it did not meet statutory requirements (as did the first one neither).

I guess this enraged both of the septuagenarians, because they both walked out of the TV room as I walked in to watch the Super Bowl, feeling as though it might be safe to, finally, to not have to hide in my room anymore, intending to file to have the second injunction dismissed the next day. Boy was I stupid!